...version9...if.you.are.looking.for.GOD.look.to.JESUS

..28 April 2005..

hmmm... i know i shouldn't be blogging now lah... cause i still have things not yet done.. yeah...

- poster to be done and submitted tomolo morning!
- reading up the thing that sabrina gave me.. gotta share during cell..

hmmm.... poster.. no inspiration!!! HOW?!?!!? ahHHH!

i think today we think too much... haha.. cause mr glosz wanted to meet comm for meeting... then we thought he was going to scold us for all the last min thingy that we have... haha... but.. he was toking bout other things.. :p

ok.. band.. wahaha.. cool... we have like eh... 33 ppl just join... eh.. though not all come every prac.. but.. it's real cool lah.. haha.. full band sound.. ;) more things coming up for band!!! haha!!! performance in school, performance outside, concert!!! camp!!! haha.. lining up.. haha...
i'm.typing.at...11:58 PM

..24 April 2005..

woohoo.. GUITAR!!! woohoo!!! haha.. thanks all who shared to buy me a guitar!!! woohoo!!! haha... ;)

i dunno why.. after i make the decision.. i felt relieved.. but still worry at the another hand.. hmmm.. will see how things go...

focus:
-God
-Study
-Band

ok... tht's all..
i'm.typing.at...12:54 AM

..22 April 2005..

woohoo!!! 21 april pass le.... it's just another day lahh.... but ok...
wanna thnx all those who message me...
before 12am
- sabrina
after 12am
- manping (yeah! u are first! haha)
- mali mama
- ivy
- candice
- peifeng
- junie
- jessie
- marie
- cindy see
- chee siong
- justin yew
- eunice

then those who wish me face to face...
- jasmine
- jq
- jaylin
- wenwei
- mr glosz...
and of coz.... RPWS!!! woohoo... thnx RPWS for the "surprise" yeah.. i'm surprised!!! haha.. cause it's kinda obvious... cause everybody is not free when i say wanna meet go band room... then they say got wht things on... anyway thnx for the cake... and the effort to close all light.. then make all the year 1 go like.. eh wht happen cause all the light off... yah yah.. thnx for everything

ok.. tht day sent email ask the student come join band! then i thought aiyah will be those 4 mr glosz's student then mingcong friend... then that's all.. guess wht?!?!?!?! almost 30+ ppl turn up la!!! OH MY! FULL BAND!!! have dunno how many clarinet, 2 horn, 1 bassoon, 2 sax, i think 6 flute(not enuff instrument lah), then got 3 trumpet (2 more no instrument), 1 euphonium, 2 tuba, 5 trombonE!!! alot percussion... woohoo SHIOK! oh my!!!

thnx MInGCONG!!! haha... for the prezzie, stanley, mali mama, michelle... thank you.. :)

happpiest thing : so many ppl came for band!!!
sad thing : i sprained my wrist.. cause glosz was toking.. then i was like playing around with my hands and fingers.. then i ouch... sprained my wrists.. then abit swollen now.. sianz...

ok.. buaiz...
i'm.typing.at...12:30 AM

..21 April 2005..

ok.. i dun wanna tok about work le.. cause totally pissed off lah...

ok... then i saw dasmond koh!!! and quan yi feng.. dasmond is shuai lah.. haha... first eye contact.. when i was walking past their table... then he was looking at me.. haha.. then... yah.. then next, he say... "sorry, do you mind"... ask me help him clear the plate... next... they went to change shirt.. when they come back their friend left le.. so i told him.. "they went out le... " then he say ok.. then he say wanna check they got take his bag anot... then i say.. oh ok.. then he walk out.. then i say.. bye bye.. haha.. ok.. tht's all...

passed the first min of 21 april still doing the wind symphony library week plan.. and discussing on the cca fair plan.... booo.. ok... tht's all for now.. will blog more later tonight or wht.. buaiz....
i'm.typing.at...1:09 AM

..19 April 2005..

booooo....

birthday.. should i be happy or sad? one whole day gonna be stuck at school.... got band.... haiz... say bout band...

i think i am a person who can't lead lah... and i am being thrown to do this.. i hate it... if i am serious to u guys.. will it be better? or we will continue with just happy with one another and tht's it.. none of us will improve? *confused* i wanna get out of this...

i think the band under me is kinda bad.. i do things so badly.. blah blah blah... :( committee is... everything is so lousy (not referring to the committee lah.. just me)... booooooo... can someone just come and take over me?

and i dunno how to teach u trombone.. i really dunno lah.. ok... i'm bad at teaching... and u can't get it right.. but.. i really dunno wht's wrong tht makes ur sound like these... can someone tell me?

can i deny my position? i am not the president of wind symphony!!! ahhhhhhhhhh!!! ok.. say i'm mad!

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miss mao... she left.. yesterday.. jialing.. she left yesterday :(

1 to germany for 4 weeks.. 1 to beijing for 5 weeks...

celine will be leaving next mon... for 1 week...

everybody is leaving.. i also wanna fly away...

i helping miss mao blog...
"thanks SHILING for going all the way to airport.. just to see me for less than 30mins... we thought u won't do these...
1) it takes 1hr15 mins to get from cck to airport...
2) u only get to see me(ph) for less than 30 mins...
3) u are coming from cck to airport ALL ALONE!..."

ok.. yeah.. i am also impressed with SHILING also!!! haha...
i'm.typing.at...11:43 PM

..17 April 2005..

SHILING!!!

ok i promise SHILING i will post today.. to thank her... thanks for lending me ur hand to bite... :)

thnx.. sabrina, MAO, cindy, zhiyuan, SHILING, wanling, for the cake.. :)

i will post again later.. in the night or wht.. going sleep le..
i'm.typing.at...1:37 AM

..16 April 2005..

i have totally no mood to work today lah... those customer super irritating one leh!!! arggg.. work outdoor one... then stupid la... first... table for 20.... then after tht say.. oh sorry.. dun want le... then say... table for 12... oh dun want le.. wanna seat indoor... sianz one lah.. can make up ur mind... kaoz...

then got one customer wanna take 7 cups of drink.. then she one person come forward.. so i hao xin help her take back to her table lah.. then the another time... i walked to their table.. then the guy say... oh.. can we have another set of water... 7 more cups.. wah kaoz... SELF-SERVICE CAN? but i still help them take lah... then i walked to their table.. put down then just walkoff.... i'm too pissed to work lah... arggg.... sorry.. just venting out....

AHHHH!! i wanna go to the beach... i miss the wind blowning against my face... i miss the sound of the waves... but... i'm starting school... and sat and sun are all haiz... :(

i feel i am a foolish gal.. yeah.. just a foolish gal... boooooooooooo... lousy...

anyway.. just wanna say thnx to meiyan, jus, jieying, dan, azi... for waiting for me till i off work then go home together.. thank you... :)
i'm.typing.at...12:11 AM

..15 April 2005..

ahhh.. my class is out.. oh my oh my... !!! hmm.. will se how things go.. 2 of my fac is i know who one... one is teach me last sem.. one is mac ig advisor... hmmm... ok.. school is starting.. boo... looking forward to june.. haha.. :p

ok.. went school yeah yeah new trombone arrived.. nice! yeah.. i think better then the previous one.. :p ok.. then after tht.. me, jus, stan, isnarti went watch movie.. 2nd movie this week.. SWING GIRLS!!! it's very nice lah.. haha.. hmmm.. cause it's about band yeah yeah.. hmmm.. *think.. when can our band play till we can get ppl's butt off their seat and dance and swing with te music.. haha.. * haha.. ok... yeah yeah.. we went to took neoprints again.. haha.. actually the guys dunwan.. :p but i want!!! haha... so drag them along.. hohoho... nice nice pix we took.. haha..

then we go and turn those.. eh.. wht do u call them? u know? u put money then u turn turn then the thingy come out?! u know? haha.. i influence them to buy.. wahaha.. cause on tue i bought 2.. then today i bought 5!!! oh my!!! haha. it's so nice lah.. :p then stan very funny.. went going home.. i say i wanna turn some more.. since jus got $1 coin.. then.. went down.. then stan also turn.. then i keep saying.. again again.. then i help him turn.. then after altogether turn 5times... so 5bucks.. haha... tomolo we will be going out again!!! see can turn some more anot.. hahaha...

tomolo will be going marche with my band peepz.. :) oh no!!! i spend too much this week.. oh my.. then sat and sun going out again!!! oh no.. and salary is not out yet!!! oh my!!!

ok anyway.. then when going home.. stan and isnarti cross the road to take bus.. then jus remind me.. oh.. u cannot use stan's phone to take photo le.. then i was like ya hor.. so i called stan... ask him take train.. but.. they dunwan.. :( nevermind got justin's phone.. haha..

then at somerset.. me live cck.. jus live clementi.. so i was like.. eh.. we play a game... which train come we take which train.. hoho.. then jurong one came... wahaha.. then got ppl accompany me to cck.. haha.. :p am i bad? hahah... :p

wanna see photo? haha...
me...

one of the things tht i turn... eh.. it's called zelda.. if i'm not wrong...

WHOSe eye is smaller?!?!

ok.. me and justin...
i'm.typing.at...1:55 AM

..13 April 2005..

ahhh! i'm super bored at home... doing nothing.. but today i did something k.. mop the floor.. wad the.. the house so big lah... *when mopping the floor u will find it big lah :P* my mum ask me mop.. then no choice.. booo... haha... not tht i won't mop lah.. usually i just sweep... my room.. and my mum.. and yah.. tht's all.. haha.. living room.. nevermind one lah.. wahah... :p

ok.. anyway wanted to post yest.. but.. fell asleep.. ok.. went out with my band members yest after band.. catch the show pacifier.. not bad.. quite funny... :) yeah yeah.. we then tok neoprint.. haha.. show u..

acting cool?

look like family pix?

i like this!

the fingers are not mine!!!

why do u have the miserable face justin?

isnarti....

eh...

trying to take pix of the 4 of us...

a pimple on his facE?

stanley wht u trying to do??

me n justin

stanley... why tht pervert face???
i'm.typing.at...3:36 PM

..12 April 2005..

wooo... today i went to the office of temesek holdings.. woo.. it's like so cool lah.. it's like so nice lah... just like everytime watch hk show those kind of office... then they are having meetings and all tht.. then lots of meeitng room.. haha...

work was bored!!! not much people.. so just rot through all.. haha... and felt like sleeping while working.. ok lah.. me go sleep le..
i'm.typing.at...1:18 AM

..08 April 2005..

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my day was alright... i think all band members are born to be late? ahha... cause it's like everytime we are late... :p but of coz i was one of them... :p

hmmm.. was watching tv half way.. then.. i dunno.. just feel something not right in my heart.. it's like some uneasiness i dunno why... after tv i was like.. hmmm.. took the guitar out then played some songs.. and start worshipping... when i sang the song... you alone... thoughts just came in... the tears just came flowing down... when i was away.. U are always there waiting for me... :(
*I'm sorry...*

You are the peace
That guards my heart
My help in times of need

You are the hope
That leads me on
And brings me to my knees

For there I find You waiting
There I find release
So with all my heart I’ll worship
And unto You I’ll sing

For You alone deserve all glory
For You alone deserve all praise
Father we long to see Your glory
Father we long to see Your face

For You alone deserve all glory
For You alone deserve all praise
Father we love You
And we worship You this day

(Proverbs 16:16) How much better to get wisdom than gold, to choose understanding rather than silver!
i'm.typing.at...12:00 AM

..05 April 2005..

yoz... how's everyone monday???

woke up.. when going to work.. wah.. rain siaz.. and it's those super heavy rain.. sianz 1/2...was late for work like 10min.. cause raining then the train got to move at a slower speed....

work today kinda ok.. not much of a crowd... my manager ask me.. why u so serious... cause i never smile when i walking.. then he say when i tok to people or customer then i will smile.. then i was like.. eh... then another person say.. u can't expect her to walk and smile smile smile mah..

my sis went back to the old house.. so i got her to help me get back someof my stuff.. my photo which is in a adiddas box.. and she brought back 2 converse shoe box.. (containing those prezzie when i went to japan and when the jap ppl came over) i look through the pix... hmmm.. brought back memories.. some i see le.. laugh... haha.. SHILING SHILING!!! i got ur pix.. haha.. who wanna see??? haha.. then miss mao... no funny pix of her.. cindy... got one super blur pix..took during the aes carnival.. haha.. i miss my grandfather... saw his pix and mine... i think i'm kinda close with my grandfather.. cause i got quite a few me and his pix nia... :) i still remember all my cousins we all like our grandfather lah.. cause everytime go his house... we want sweet.. eat icecream.. then he will give us money go buy.. haha....

then i have pix with my cousin.. all look so much smaller then we are now.. so cute.. haha.. and pix of me and my neighbour... hohoh.. and there's this pix whereby it's like all neighbour kids lah... and it like 10 kids altogether.. and then i was thinking.. wah.. last time our parents went out.. then bring us so many kids.. go orchard road and all tht..

okok.. let u all see pix of my band camp...
*click to enlarge*

eh.. it seems tht i'm tuning the instrument.. but.. a close look.. with the camera?!

hohoho.. guess where i am

me and mingcong

me, wenwei, mingcong in liansiong's car...

RPWS

WHY SHE HAVE THE SAME CAP?!?

me... eating egg.. haha

trying to show how shiny the cymbal.. but... eh... like kinda dirty also?

hohoho... me and drums

me playing drums

me and drums...

nice? haha...

(Romans 4:25)He was delivered over to death for our sins and was raised to life for our justifications
i'm.typing.at...2:00 AM