...version9...if.you.are.looking.for.GOD.look.to.JESUS

..31 December 2004..

tiring day...

morning wake up... then 12+ left house to city hall meet up with shahira, meiyan, stanley, justin, isnarti & thiam huat... went to mr glosz house...

went there to eat... haha... at first we trick him.. we say buy him wine... then we give him then actually inside sparkling juice.. hahah.. then he say.. "yaya.. sparking juice..." then gave him the real wine.. haha...

then we went to have our meal.. nice.. :) then drank the wine... -_- i only keep laughing.. then they keep saying i high...

his son very funny.. cause we were at the dining table... then he is at the stairs there.. then i wave to him.. first few times he run up ok.. then the last time... i wave... then he fell.. and hit his leg... then mr glosz carry him down.. then he act his leg super pain.. then he hop on one leg.. then mr glosz say.. dun fake lah...haha... then was there for only like a while.. cause got to go work.. :(

left his house like 440.. and my work is like 5! took cab down. then reach 515... ok lah... today did host.. arrhh... stupid sia.. some customer... vomit blood arh tok to them... tell u all 1 incident... ok this lady named her A ok.. A wants to sit outdoor then outdoor the seats wet.. so tell her.. then she say she go try.. then she say ok.. she can.. but my friend outside say wet.. then i ask her wait a while at the queue then A say.. "i want to wait outside..." then i ask my in charge.. she say ask her wait at queue.. cause outside there no space. cause they doing the decoration thingy.. then .. A say... "i meeting my friend outside... what if they cannot find me... " argg.. then i think.. kaoz.. DUNNO WHAT IS PHONE ARH? cannot call her friend say she waiting at the queue arh? vomit blood sia...

then 10 wanna go home.. stuart ask me extend to 11.. sianz... then do lor...

:( shiling bbq.. cannot go..... :( WORK!!! SIANZ!!!
i'm.typing.at...1:08 AM

..28 December 2004..

as i was walking home just now...

a thought just came to my mind...

what if one day..
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i died...

will anyone of u know?

other than my family members and God... will my friends know?
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what if one day...
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i disappear...

will anyone know?
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so many people just killed in like less than a day...

i think it's a very scary thing...

what if i was one of them...

what if...

what if...

?
i'm.typing.at...11:34 PM

We rode into town the other day
Just me and my daddy
He said I'd finally reached that age
And I could ride next to him on a horse
That of course was not quite as wide

We heard a crowd of people shouting
And so we stopped to find out why
And there was that man that my dad said he loved
But today there was fear in his eyes

So I said daddy why are they screaming
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is he dressed in that bright purple robe?
I'll bet that crown hurts him more then he shows
Daddy please can't you do something?
He looks as though he's gonna cry
You said he was stronger then all of those guys
Daddy please tell me why?
Why does everyone want him to die?

Later that day the sky grew cloudy
And daddy said I should go inside
Somehow he knew things would get stormy
Boy was he right
But I could not keep from wondering
If there was something he had to hide
So after he left I had to find out
I was not afraid of getting lost
So I followed the crowds
To a hill where I knew men had been killed
And I heard a voice come from the cross

And it said father why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for my clothes?
This crown of thorns hurts me more then it shows
Father please can't you do something?
I know that you must hear my cry's
I thought I could handle a cross of this size
Father remind me why?
Why does everyone want me to die?
When will I understand why?

My precious son
I hear them screaming
I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming
But soon I will clothe you in robes of my own
Jesus this hurts me much more then you know
But this dark hour
I must do nothing
Though I've heard your unbearable cries
The power in your blood
Destroys all of the lies
Soon you'll see past their unmerciful lies
Look there below
See the child
Trembling by her father's side
Now I can tell you why
She is why you must die
i'm.typing.at...1:40 PM

..27 December 2004..

yeah!!! a day for me to rest!

today will not be going out... a day for me to rest at home.. hehe...

yest went church.. then after church.. dunno why yest so little ppl left in church for lunch.. like half of the church ppl gone like tht...

then took cab with wendy, sherlyn and celine to wayne's house... when we reach most of them there le.. then prayed for the house... then hang around there... eusha so cute.. but she pee! maybe too excited to see so many ppl.. hahaa... played gamecube... the rest of the peepz started leaving.... then around 5+ we wanna leave.. then we walked out of his room le hor.. wayne's mum say everyone must sing a song then can go.. huh!? cause i think they know sherlyn from haidie.. so want her to sing.. then the rest also kena.. super paiseh lor...

his house machiam ktv sia.. all the songs also have.. then use projector one... then wendy and sherlyn sing le.. then they need to leave.. then i say.. i also need to leave le.. then his mum say... cannot only wendy and sherlyn can leave.. wah... i think his mum very funny.. cause wanling was to sing first then she asked her name..wanling... then sherlyn.. then celine.. then his mum say.. wah.. all lin behind one...

then someone.. say i ado fan.. then ask me sing ado song.. ahhh.. then wayne put jian chi dao di.. kaoz... no choice.. sing... after all the singing... then they play game... heart attacked... then caiwei very funny... her heart attack diff from us.. then when we going to play then she huh?! cause we see our card... then she say her heart attack is different... then teached her how to play.. then she teached us how to play her taiwan version of heart attack and she taught us another game called "fruit plate"... the whole house is full of our screaming and laughing...

then at 7+ when we wanna leave then his mum say.. 笑够了？ then the 4 of us headed to plaza to have our dinner... then headed home...
i'm.typing.at...1:42 PM

..25 December 2004..

woohoo.. a great day.. was really kinda busy the past few days so never update... the past few days have been all like dance prac... and getting presents.. last min shopping.. hehe...

yest morning went to church for dance rehearsal.. then went to orchard.... then did the ushering... the christmas in singapore thingy... super duper crowded sia... kinda tiring... stand like so long.. to give out the booklet... then around nine.. went to the stage area... to like do crowd control? then watch the performance... wooo.. chc dancer really very nice.. so cool.. the break dance.... good man...

10...9...8...7...6...5...4...3...2...1...MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! haha.. countdown... everybody was like spraying the snow flake thingy.... then watch wayne's performance then went off... took marcus's car...

the 5 hungry ppl... me, marcus, huiwen, celine & joanie went to had supper at bukit timah... prata! ;) but was really very sleepy lor... like eat and sleep together... haha... after tht reach home around 2+?

did the gifts thingy.. till 4? then went to bath... so late right? haha.. then slept at 5! wah super tired.. when i sleep celine still writing the paper thingy...

heard celine's voice... "oh no!!" it's 8 o'clock! and we are suppose to reach at 830 lor.. haha..then we rush.. then took a cab down to gc...

my hair they tie plaits... UGLY!!! then make up... i think the musical was good.. everybody done well.. though the music like something wrong.. but i think everybody had done a good job... we have like put in so much effort!!! WELL DONE EVERYBODY!!!

got lotsa presents!!! yeah.. so nice... hehe... wanna thnx all those who gave me gifts!!!

went to JP with wanling, tracy, celine, cindy, reginald & tracy... went coffee bean sit and tok tok...

ok.. WANNA WISH ALL OF YOU A BLESSED CHRISTMAS!!!
i'm.typing.at...7:59 PM

..17 December 2004..

just back home not long ago...

just now dance @ jasmine place.. was ok.. but the one.. the "simply the best" wah.. CMI.. my hand.. haha...

took cab home with marie and auggie again.. then the driver very angry with auggie.. cause of something... wah.. everytime take cab got something happen...

tomolo 9AM!!! dance rehearsal...
i'm.typing.at...10:39 PM

haven't been blogging...

sun - wed
had youth camp
everything was good.. but the place was.. hmmm.. at first i see.. wah.. really it's a terror camp man.. haha.. the place so ulu.. then the toilet.. then never shit for the whole camp.. haha..

the sessions was good... really spoke to me alot... i want to be M.A.D!!! :) after the camp.. i dunno.. i just have a exciting feeling.. haha.. i believe that there will be more exciting things next year...

yesterday when i woke up... the first thing i do... i smilez... :) because i thought of Him.. and He just makes me smilez... it's like very long since i felt like tht.. cause everyday it's like i will drag myself out of bed...

yest had band.. supposed to meet them at 11am.. oops.. was late.. reach at 11+ going to 12... hehe... heng... no need go work.. cause i call them and say got something on... so no need work.. then went for dance prac... @ adelphi then took cab home with marie and auggie

waited for the stupid cab so long... then got one cab driver like scold us... cause of something.. then i decided to call cab.. then reach home 12+

later got dance prac @ jasmine house...
i'm.typing.at...11:38 AM

..08 December 2004..

now at candice house.. she say meet her at 12 at first.. then she say she'll be late... then now... 2:42pm le.. she still haven come... ... did some design for tthe camp booklet... run out of design so decided to come blog....

yest work.. shiok man... the first day i like to work.. wahahah.. because yesterday no need to clear plate... then me just stand outside smile and tok.. haha.. cause was the host... then stand outside ask... hi.. table for how many can le... shiok man... 2 times stone 2 times kena scared by my manager.. 1st time.. stone... my manager standing beside me looking at the paper i am holding then i never notice then when i notice i suddenly jump up... then i say... wah.. xia si wo.. then she say.. kaoz... bu hui xia si ni de lah... then the next time.. another manager... i was stoning then he suddenly say... wht's the queue number i also jump up...

later gonna go work... sianz.... then uncle titus call just now ask me go wht briefing for the christmas thingy.. i also dunno got briefing today.. then he say he got tell me... got meh? dunno.. nvm

this morning wake up went to meet manping, layping, christine... went back sec school... meet miss lee.. tok tok listen to them meeting plan for sec 1 orientation camp then came to candice house..

today work, tomorrow off, then got dance practice, then friday work... then no more le... sun camp... till wed....blah blah blah blah.... BUAIZ...

dunno wht to say le....
i'm.typing.at...2:41 PM

..05 December 2004..

hiz... just back not long ago from arena club... hmmm.. had a super full dinner.... celebrate my grandma's 71 birthday... after eating like super many dish.. we were like so full actually still got alot of other dish but.. we stop it.. and so we called our dessert... we almost ordered every dessert they have on their list... =) after eating.. we went to the like a pub in the club.. to sing birthday song, cut cake... actually under 18 cannot go in one.. but my cousin all.. as young as 6 months... haha.. went in also... i think cause my uncle know the person bah... hmmm.. nice ice cream cake... but they had a hard time cutting the cake.. cause it was super hard and they broke one glasses while cutting the cake... after singing the ktv then left the place..

at dinner time, me my cousin, auntie was toking bout some things then tok about religion thingy.. then i started telling my mum bout wht sier said yest... about all the other religion and why people worship those gods... and all that... hmmm... in some points my mother agree with me... haha... she say.. she understand that all those kong zi all that are not god... cause i told them the example sier gave.. the lee kuan yew one.. haha.. :) actually didn't expect me to even tok to the whole table of wht christianity and about Jesus...

my week... go children's camp... first time spending my camp with so many kids.. some are easy to handle, some will make u vomit blood... but i think they are all so cute.. hehe...

youth camp next week.. this week work... hmmm.. put mon - fri schedule... never do weekend... only know tml schedule... hope they dun put me work for all 5 days.. tiring... when i think of work.. i will sianz 1/2

*Oh Lord, I pray you'll bring him through this. Lord that you will continue to protect him. Lord i pray... i pray... :( AMEN...*
i'm.typing.at...11:31 PM