...version9...if.you.are.looking.for.GOD.look.to.JESUS

..29 February 2004..

hmm.. dun feel like blogging.. but there's something to think..

is it really important wht ppl think of us?
is it important about wht ppl will say bout us?
can't we just think of wht we think of ourself?
can't we dun think SO MUCH?

isn't it tiring to think of wht ppl will think of us?
we have so many friends around us...
the numbers are not only wht our fingers can count.. but more
ok.. let's say we have 10 friends...
are we going to spend a day to think of wht one friend think of us in one day?
then one week is not even enough for us to think of wht the 10 friends will say about us in a week...
tok bout reality u have hundreds of friends...
maybe one yr will even not be enough????
i'm.typing.at...10:46 PM

..28 February 2004..

walking on orchard... then suddenly at a very FAST SPEED.. somebody RUN TOWARDS ME... and hug me... *shocked* take a look.. she's alethea.. wahh... she really run very fast lor.. i was walking walking then suddenlt someone run to me...

anyway went suntec..watch loretta dance.. with sinmin, shunxing, jack, haddad.. kaoz.. tht sinmin.. keep suaning me... and RP... saw alot of AES ppl... then.. went out with qian hui.. manping.. was thinking where to go.. wanted ktv.. but dunno go which one.. then i suggested going bugis.. the first thing we reach bugis.. i suggested taking neoprints! hehe.. hey.. got one very nice... hehe... i like.. :p

so long never see qianhui.. haha.. she say i haven change from sec 3 till now still the same.. always singing.. and it's to her ear.. and still bhb.. :p but.. i think i not bhb lor.. haha.. CAUSE THT'S THE TRUTH.. RIGHT MANPING? wahahhahahaha... then.. she cannot stand me.. ahha... qianhui used to be our boy.. now change le wor.. change sex!!!! wahahaha... tht's wht i told her also.. haha..

ok.. gotta go... buaiz...

i'm.typing.at...11:44 PM

..27 February 2004..

http://sit.rp.edu.sg/s8612283i/grad.htm go see my mv.... :p hmmm and then gimme ur comments!!! :p yeah... i finished my programming.. who wanna play tic tac toe??? hehe.. i program tic tac toe... :P

hmmm.. suddenly come ask me this kind of qn... -_- i dun even know a thing lor... -_-

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i am crazy... suddenly think of tht fish name...
i'm.typing.at...4:12 PM

..25 February 2004..

kaoz... just watch tv san jian ke.. the taiwan show.. wad the... what kind of parents? deny their own child... kaoz... beat the child like she'd not ur own flesh... push her out of the house... and say tht u dun wan to see her anymore.. the child was not given the choice to choose who to be her parents lor.. since u gave birth to her.. then why did u deny her? feel so sad for thew child.. she is so young only lor.. i think like 5? :(
i'm.typing.at...9:52 PM

haiz... felt so bad now... :p my sis was washing the dishes... then... her phone rang... so.. i took the phone out of her bag.. walk to the basin.. and flip open her samsung phone and with one hand.. i try to put it to her ear to let her listen.. *splash* shit... the phone drop inside the basin.. which is full of water.. as quick as possible i dig out the hp.. which is "swimming" in the basin.. and flip open and try to dry it.. hmm.. my sis on.. the keypad all cannot press... then i asked her to wait a while then open.. heng in the end can press the keypad.. but.. jope the phone will be ok.. or else... i will feel very guilty... :'(

tomolo comp maths test.. hope will do well then previous one... failed the previous one... shat....

AHH... can't seems to overcome it... how? how? how?

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i'm.typing.at...9:29 PM

aiyah.. yest the things i blog all gone.. also forget wht i blog.. the school close the connection then i click send then shit... error.. aiyah too bad... yest test was ok... had band meeting... till 745

hmm.. i think hor... during the day what i see or what i do i will dream of it one... yest my dream was about band... when i was in sec school.. then like got alot of things... i forget also le lah... ahha

huimin FORCE me buy sprite from her... hmm... my family also seldom drink one... then still buy 30 cans leh.. oh yah.. celine... u every week buy drinks for wac right? then u order from huimin lah... 40cents nia.. then all sprite.. then cheap mah.. haha...

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i'm.typing.at...8:38 AM

..20 February 2004..

life in school seems tiring.. and it is...
some ppl can cheer me up...
thnks for those little things that you all have done...
tht can make me :)
some things just dun seems right..
and there's no point :)
sorry if i seems to look unhappy and quiet...
i just dunno how to :)

i'm.typing.at...11:33 PM

reading man and boy by tony parsons on the train... finishing the book soon... hmmm..
In a Divorce...
Who is the one who gets hurt the most? The CHILD
Who is the one who feels lost the most? The CHILD
Who is the one who feels that everything seems to go wrong the most? The CHILD
who is the one who feels confuse the most? The CHILD

the child is the one who suffers the most... that's what i think too.. being stuck with the mother and the father.. in the middle of bothof them.. what do you expect the child to do? both of them are the one who was with the child from young... the mothers wants the child.. the fathers wants the child too.. the child wants both the mother and father... The hurt from the divorce will forever be in the child's heart.. forever... FOREVER...

Father : We both (Mummy and me) love you very much. You know that don't you?
Child didn't speak.
Father: Child?
Child: I guess.
Father: We both want you to live with us.Where do you prefer to live? With me?
Child: Yeah.
Father: Or with mummy?
Child: Yeah.
Father: It can't be both of us. You understand that, don't you? it can't be both. not any more.
Child went to Father's arms and the Father cuddled the Child.
Father: It's difficult, isn't i, darling?
Child: It's difficult.
i'm.typing.at...11:08 AM

..19 February 2004..

hmmm... yest went to sp for ado concert... then went to support RP in the singing!!! support FANNY!!! MEIHUI!!! TONY!!! hehe.. the 3 ppl who represent RP in the singing competition.. hmm.. sad.. i should have join at first.. haha.. though i know i won't even go to the finals.. but also feel like joining.. wahaha.. next yr.. mali mama, jaylin going to join.. haha.. i say now.. but later next yr i won't join.. i always like tht one.. whahaha...

i miss mali ma ma.. i miss jaylin... i miss wenwei.. i miss junie.. i miss... i miss.. i miss.. my sem 1 class!!!

*yawnz* very sleepy now.. just finish my nap... i thought i slept very long.... but.. only 10 min.. but it's still a good 10min nap.. to make me more awake again...

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... i'm just crazy.. dun bother bout me.. hmm.. yest was actually quite piss off.. arggg.. but mali, jaylin and wenwei.. they so funny.. want to be angry also cannot.. but i m not angry with them.. -_- will u be angry? ok.. i admit i was playing with u all b4 tht.. and we were pushing.. and i have already stop pushing.. and HE is the one who keeps on pushing lor.. and I was the one being scolded.. what is this? and i say alot of times to stop pushing le.. and HE is the one pushing you and not ME! so can stop shouting at me and say i am pushing u??? *sorry* just letting off my anger...

wanna know me? i think i dun have a good temper.. i am a quiet person.. from young.. i still remember last time.. my teacher still wanna send me to a special class.. they thought that i was those kind of slower kids.. but i was not(my pri school results prove tht...?) when i was young, sometimes i will not even call those aunties.. *AM I WEIRD?* toking is just not my fav... keeping quiet was mine... i dun like starting to tok to ppl... even if u tok to me.. i will just have a one word answer for you... tht's me... i will tok to u.. only if i know you... my face.. not all ppl like.. cause i dun like to smile.. especially at home... but.. i think i should smile... to be in this world... ??? but of coz... there are times when my smile are truth.. cause of my friends around me... haha.. liming & peishan just say i look very fierce.. JUST only.. cause i was not smiling...

i'm tired!!! RP GIVE ME A BREAK MAN!!! but i have 6 more weeks to go.. just for a 3 weeks break.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today, upon a bus, I saw a very beautiful woman.
And wished I were as beautiful.
When suddenly she rose to leave,
I saw her hobble down the aisle.
She had one leg and wore a crutch.
But as she passed, she passed a smile.
Oh, God, forgive me when I whine.
I have two legs -- the world is mine.

I stopped to buy some candy.
The lad who sold it had such charm.
I talked with him, he seemed so glad.
If I were late, it'd do no harm.
And as I left, he said to me, "I thank you,
you've been so kind.
It's nice to talk with folks like you.
You see," he said, "I'm blind."
Oh, God, forgive me when I whine.
I have two eyes -- the world is mine.

Later while walking down the street,
I saw a child I knew.
He stood and watched the others play,
but he did not know what to do.
I stopped a moment and then I said,
"Why don't you join them, dear?"
He looked ahead without a word.
I forgot, he couldn't hear.
Oh, God, forgive me when I whine.
I have two ears -- the world is mine.

With feet to take me where I'd go.
With eyes to see the sunset's glow.
With ears to hear what I'd know
Oh, God, forgive me when I whine.
I've been blessed indeed -- the world is mine.
...took from an email...

i have forgotten how you look like..
i have forgotten how your back looks like..
i felt tht i have not known u b4...
your image looks so blur in my life...
and it's getting further and further...
and everything is changed...
changed forever.. never will it be the same...
i'm.typing.at...1:58 PM

..18 February 2004..

added new pix in my album - 933 birthday party! pekhar dun jealour hor...
i'm.typing.at...8:19 AM

..17 February 2004..

phew... finish my RJ le.... rush back home from NTU to do RJ... went to the ado concert... :p though i'm not in the fc anymore.. but still go see see lah.. :p haha.. hmm.. ado not bad... improve in his toking liao.. but i keep laughing at his chinese... oops.. sorry.. cause he keep saying wrongly... then after tht.. after months of spotting celine's toking then ado tok i also pick his mistake... hehe.. then tht fish and tht mich.. make me so paiseh.. in the middle of the concert.. one arguing bout ado is more shuai then another say jj more shuai... then i am sitting in the MIDDLE of the both of them.. then they tok super loud also.. make me paiseh...

when going home.. i so cool right... then hor.. they keep pushing here and there.. make me paiseh.. i must bao chi my COOL xin xiang... :p wahaha... :p

today morning woke up so early reach there then no more courts... kaoz.. wo hao bu rong yi wake up so early reach there then no more courts...

today do comp maths.. ok lah.. then test.... ok lor.. still can do.. though never study.. hehe.. hmm. i think i know what is the problem about can le..since it's open book lor.. then can reference also mah.. :p

tht VK!!! keep asking me qns! aiyoh... he very kaypoh... !!! :p

gtg bath le lah.. tiring! this week no more test le!!! but next week have again! shat... ARGGGG.. is this call free??? no hw??? but we have test almost EVERY WEEK.. and our holiday is machiam no holiday... ARGGGGGGG..... hehe.. just complaining lah.. :p but overall.. RP.. ok lah... :p
i'm.typing.at...10:41 PM

..16 February 2004..

update update... hmm.. tok bout today bah...hey i was not late today... :p reach at 8:05? hehe.. then hor... u know wht time my fac come??? 9AM!!! lesson is at 8! then call him.. he say on his way le.. traffic jam.. -_- then we asked him wht time wake up.. he say.. "wake up very early leh... 7 wake up le..." -_- 7 say early...

anyway.. did filming today.. combine groups... my group.. haiz.. dun say le.. nvm.. :p then today filming not bad.. hmmm.. some parts very funny.. haha.. with martin in our film.. want to see? hehe.. ask from me bah.. ;p next week we add some more scene then insert song.. then our mtv will be done! dunno wht song they choosing...

argg... my comp is going siao.. haha... so lag.. but.. all the programs i need one.. i already delete alot of my photos and put them in cd le.. still so lag.. arggg...

my cough like come back again.. then this morning like sick come back again... arggg... now headache.... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

i wanna buy the samsung phone!!!! ARHHHHHHH.... i want i want!!! going off soon for cell..

am i very bad? hmmm... but dunno wht to tok... AM I VERY BAD? but.. hey.. ok.. i should not defend...
i'm.typing.at...5:02 PM

..11 February 2004..

hmm.. tiring day yest... did the IRH thingy previous night... then... morning woke up late.. woke up at 7... rush out at 730.. reach 810? then took cab.. 815 like tht.. sianz... went home with huimin yest...

hey thnx for waiting for me.. ;) got meeting.. IRH... i go there also like extra lor... go there sit and here them tok... then i also dunno wht they toking.. aiyah whatever.... wana gimme how many CE pt then give lor... i did wht they told me to do.. then.. dunno... lah

went home at 8... we were walking kinda slow.. haha.. tired.. then i headache.. then giddy giddy.. maybe.. i stil haven totally well? dunno.. whtever.. then walked to busstop huimin say wanna look for something then we slowed down.. then suddenly "why walked so slow" in a very low voice.. gimme a shocked... it's really a shocked lor.. i jumped up... ? stupid martin.. -_-

haven really been eating lunch.. only ate breakfast.. bread... bun.. dunno wht only.. then stay in class till school ends.. then i also forget i got eat anot.. shit.. now the giddyness coming back again.. actually it's not really giddy leh.. i can feel like inside my head.. like compressing then the pressure.... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...

i'm.typing.at...1:37 PM

..09 February 2004..

hehe.. are gals meant to be fickle-minded? wahaha... ok... i'll tell u the truth will not be say out.. wahahha.. causee i see no point.. yest i thought there was a point.. and the truth was to be out today... but.. *grinz* i changed my mind.. wahaha.. hey and guess wht. now i'm a happy person.. ;) cause i have one less trouble for me to think about... *grinz*

think i am crazy? maybe?! wahaha.. maybe the fever has make me go crazy... maybe one of the nerve is connected to the wrong one during my high fever.. wahahah..

hmm.. just a few thoughts for me of the day... the story was out.. and everybody have different story.. even the people who were involve each gave a different story... who should you believe??? who to believe actually depends on urself... (i guess so.. *shrugs*) saying tht you are on the neutral side... (yeah that's wht u say.. but.. *knock knock at ur heart* is tht true???) you might be sitting on the fence.. but.. the bad things that you hear bout the person will be in ur mind.. and this will cause you to have another point of view on tht person...(true?) this is actually the end of it.. but... something strucks me...

who you think of another person.. ur point of view of another person.. does it really matters at the end of the day? (yeah it might matter ur relationship with the person) but i think what really matters is who you really are.. and... who God thinks you are.. how God looks at you at the end of the day...

hmm.. why am i thinking of all these..? cause i m now in the above problem.. haha.. so the things tht struck me.. hmmm.. gotta change my thinking.. :)

listening and looking at the lyrics of lee home ( not ur average thug) there's this part which goes like this.. "There's back-stabbers and money-grabbers, users and abusers and they are all wear smilin' faces" hmmm.. u can't identify these people even if they are.. cause they are all smiling.. hmm.. i guess tht's how fake some ppl could be..?
"No Rolex on my wrist Or platinum on my chest Cause i don't need that sh to impress" (yeah tht's right i guess.. is tht wht ppl only look out for in a life??? wealth?)

did i think too much? ok.. let me tell u.. JAVA!!! oh no.. i hate.. wht is java? arggg.. tomolo web multimedia test.. java is included.. wht's tht??? arggg.. ok.. i shall not complain.. :p

hey tok bout not complaining.. i saw channel news asia.. it's a show? called.."REAL" izzit? anyway.. there's this 18yrs old guy he wrote a song called "STOP COMPLAINING" his inspiration for the song was after 911.. he thinks that Singaporean kids nowadays have been complaining even he himself.. about this and that this and that.. (*you should know what kids complain nowadays?*) yeapz.. tht's just tht lah.. haha..

IRH IRH... dun tok bout it le... gotta go do NOW!
i'm.typing.at...11:04 PM

..08 February 2004..

woke up.. with 38.8degrees... ahhh.. thought i was feeling better.. but the tem is still the same... tht goes to say.. i'm not going to church... hmmm.. went to see doc... eekss.. medicine..

have MC... for 1 day.. but.. i wanna go school leh.. weird me right? if i never go school.. it will be 3 whole days i never go out le!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH... but my mum dun allow me go school.. and dun allow me go anywhere... arggg...

the cough is really hurting me... arg... and the running nose.... now my temp went down le... 37.2... hmmm.. this means that i dun have to eat the panadol... ahha.. only have to eat the cough syrup and the flu one... :p i hate panadols... do u hate it? i think it's very hard to swallow down.. when u thought that u swallow down, but... it's still stuck at ur throat there... arg...

i think me and huimin very dumb.. toking about death? and arguing who will die first... wahaha.. aren't we dumb? :p we were saying... if i were to die first.. then she will help me tell the truth, vice versa... haha... then the one dead will help by bringing dream to the person involve.. wahaha.. *hey.. we have creative imgination right?*

hey.. juliet.. hmm.. i dunno wht to say.. or. maybe i'll just explain tht day thingy? hmm.. huimin date me.. and we just went orchard not knowing where to go... then we went to look for celine.. then she say she off work at 7.. then we say.. ok lor.. after her work ask her call us... hmmm.. ktv was also a last min thingy tht we decide.. we didn't even asked celine if she wanted.. me and huimin just went in... and we called celine to told her we were in ktv... as for mich.. she say.. she was in orchard with her friend.. we didn't even know she is coming to meet us.. she just call us and ask where were we.. and she wanted to meet us.. cause her friend left le... hmmm.. all those were not planned one day before hand or wht lor.. it's alllast min thingy.. hmmm.. sorry if u felt left out... hmmm.. i think everytime go out.. it's all kinda last min or it's very late thingy one lor...
i'm.typing.at...6:27 PM

..07 February 2004..

wht is my day like? sick sick sick.. wake up feeling so warm and cold... then found out tht i had fever... 38 degrees... then i went back to sleep again.. wake up.. measure again.. shit.... 39.1 degrees.. is tht very high... at tht point of time, i thought i would die.. cause of the chicken thingy.. haha.. think too much le... anyway.. i went back to sleep again.. waiting for my mum to come in my room.. then ask if got panadol anot.. i'm too weak to go down and up again.. so.. like 10+ she came in.. ahhh... found 2 panadol.. ate le.. feeling better.. but... after i ate the porridge.. went up to my room.. watch vcd.. watch till i felt weaker and weaker lor.. then went to take a nap...

felt sick again.. -_- i thought it was better le.. then my mum asked me go see doc.. shit.. took me a long time to walk there... then found out tht the clinic close... ahhhh.. then my mum went to buy those herbal thingy.. drank 2 bowls just now.. felt like puking... then was feeling cold.. ahhh... ahhh.. sick day.. it's so long since i last felt sick... the feeling is terrible when ur whole body feels so weak.. and headache.. and then feeling hot and cold hot and cold...

huimin... cheer up!!! hehe... dun care bout them lah.. though it's like u waste ur time there...haha.. dun kena bluff again.. wahahaha.... like me.. be more clever.. whaha... u also take care.. fever like me.. but urs better... 37.6? haha.. mine 39.1

hmmm.... dunno tomolo will still have fever anot.. if have.. then cannot go church le...

should i go look for a part time job???
i'm.typing.at...6:58 PM

..06 February 2004..

had a fun night! hehe..

ok.. morning... went school... *blah* *blah* *blah* was late.. 15 min? as usual.. haha... hmmm.. not as usual lah.. but it's almost eveytime i late? around 15 min? dunno why... always wanted to go out of house @ 7... but... wake up at 645.. hehe.. then always leave home at 715... :p then by the time still have to walk to school from mrt.. sianz.. maybe i should take bus? though it's like longer bus ride... BUT... no need walk so far... :p

had maths today.. today was quite easy.. only have to do binary numbers... then hmmm.. about tht.. very fast finish le... at least.. i understand... hahah... today the fac is better le.. at least got smile... :) not like last week.. :(

huimin asked me to go out today.. :p very long never go out? hehe... went to look for celine.. we tok a while then her supervisor suddenly shouted celine.. then like very fierce.. scary.. then we decided to go off.. wait for her to end work then meet us.. then we saw fanny, ting ting & her friend... then they say they going ktv.. make me and huimin xin yang yang.. haha.. then we tell them we dun want lah.. after we say we dun want.. then huimin say.. hey.. wanna go mah.. haha... then we went to see the price @ the singtel there one... we walked in right.. then we just went right in lor.. haha...

very long never go sing ktv le.. :p though it's only 2 ppl.. it's also very nice.. cause no need to snatch mike? haha... :p sing and sing.. sing so many song! then celine came meet us.. @ 8.. then followed by mich 8+ going to 9... so fun to sing!!! hehe..

then after finish.. we just walk to taka.. walk a while then we headed home.. AHHHHHHHH!!! MICH! STOP SAYING ME AND... AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! WE ARE NOT RELATED OK? :(

*now watching qiang wei zhi lian vol2. borrowed from chinkeong le... :p nice nice... *
i'm.typing.at...11:34 PM

..04 February 2004..

hmmm.. blog? not to blog? boring! had programming today! ARGGGGGG.. cannot make it!!! programming.. like it at first.. but now more and more difficult.. hmmm.. huimin just now say.. u seems more hardworking this sem rather than last sem.. whereby last sem i can just go orchard.. go *blah* *blah* *blah* and not doing work.. my reply was.. how do u expect me to slack when my class all work like siao.. they do work so fast.. if i never do.. stress sia.. hmm.. not bad lah.. anyway.. this can make me work towards one of my resolution in doing my best in whatever i do.. :p

have been coming and leaving school together with huimin... it's like.. i nowadays seldom with my last sem classmate le.. only breakfast eat with stacy and jeffrene.. then lunch.. ppl ask me i also dun wan go.. first is to save money.. 2nd is lazy... 3rd.. is.. *muahaha* huimin know? haha.. :p :p secrets secrets between me and that fish :p

dun ask me wht's tht lah.. *SOMETHINGS ARE BETTER LEFT UNTOLD* wahahah....

guess wht.. i have the sudden urge to play my TROMBONE once again.. ok.. the instruments they buy le..wil be coming on march? april? and AES band memebers!!! guess who my conductor will be??? it SHOULD be DAVID GLOSZ!!!!!! -_- the one who dun wan to take us(AES) and went to take RGS.. -_- dunno how it'll be like.. my TROMBONE!!! how i miss performing as a band.. how i miss the times when we have sectional how i miss to play my trombone.. blasting out loud.. *hiak* *hiak* that's wht i always like to do.. hehe.. BLAST!!! still remember they always complain when trombonist blast.. i also like to blast right at their ear! *hiak* *hiak* i miss the notes.. i miss BAND MUSIC!!! now i upload all the band music i have in cd to my comp.. so can listen in class.. hehe..

will be the treasurer of RP band hmm.. same job.. :p actually still got president and vice.. hmmm.. 3 person fighting for tht.. i think i might not be able to be P or VP.. so decided to take treasurer and let the two go fight themselves lah. hehe..

very full now.. had crab, bakuteh etc.. full.. my mum long time never cook le.. :p

have alot of things in my mind that i want.. :P
i'm.typing.at...9:02 PM

added a few new album of my pix in my photo album.. so u all can go check it out! :p
hehe.. ding zhi yong add me in friendster! :P ;) hehe.. :P hmmm.. stupid school connection keep dc ARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG what happen? why why why?
now presenting halfway... programming do till headache.. cannot get it.. tomolo still test... die die die.. ;) gtg.. headache.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i'm.typing.at...3:32 PM

..02 February 2004..

STUCK ON YOU... went to watch with mich.. after youth.. hmmm.. went lido watch... wanted to go see zhiyong @ xiao zhu autograph session.. heard on 933 he will be there leh.. but he was not.. hmm.. haiz.. then mich went to pass her friend thingy.. then we went back to lido again... the show was ok.. some part was funny.. but i still fell asleep.. oops... i will always fall asleep when i watch night movies.. especially i am very tired tht day.. hehe.. too tired...

hmm miss out something.. i was wearing a sunglass? hmm then the reflection is very clear.. and then mich say.. hey can u take off ur glasses i dun like toking to myself.. then i didn't know the reflection lor.. so she suggested her wearing it.. then wah.. i see.. the reflection really very clear.. and i'm trying to look for shuai ge at the opp seat... but there was none.. haha.. then when she tok to me about.. then i keep saying.. to to urself.. by letting her see my glasses.. hehe..

hmm.... today sermon.. speak to me about preoccupation... thought that actually i have been involve with so many things in school.. actyually i would put them in the column in urgent but not important? it's like the events that i help the school to organize(ASA) then the project i took up(IRH) and it's like.. it's not very important to me though.. but it's urgent... the project date due is 15 feb.. and i dunno wht they are doing.. and i dunno wht i am suppose to do... i think after all these things.. i'm going to stop myself from doing all those.. and i think i'm going to reaally plan my time well..

hmm.. time really past very fast.. jan has past and now it's feb.. like wht pastor tim say.. hmm.. i think i should really plan.. before by the time i notice it's already march? april? :) PLAN PLAN PLAN...

everything might be just over in just a second of time... should i be so mean? but.. i think i should.. haha.. it's not mean anyway.. if i dun do it.. i think i will be more mean to myself lor.. by letting myself suffer? the truth will be out soon.. SOON.. and i mean real soon..
i'm.typing.at...1:24 AM

..01 February 2004..

yoz... hmmm... today... reach home just now 12+ tiring! hmmm.. morning went to badminton.. -_- there were 2 courts... and then only 2 ppl go.. me and huimin.. haha.. waste $$.. aiyah.. tell dr loke close down badminton lah.. haha... oops.. hehe... played a while then we went back to school...

tell huimin how to use photoshop.. hmm.. i only know abit.. so teach her the abit i know.. haha.. she do awhile then she say very difficult dunno how to do then dun do le.. haha.. huimin.. learn to use.. then u can edit jay pix leh.. haha.. yest i use the photoshop till 3+ haha... edited 3 pix for huimin, 2 for myself.. one is me and zhiyong one.. hehe.. *grinz* pekhar u wanna see? haha... did one some of the pix took with some of the youth.. did one for tina.. ;) i will slowly do for some of my friends.. hehe..

ok.. then went to cityhall to wait for juliet and manping.. -_- they were late.. arggg.. nvm.. then went to look for.. then went OG look for celine.. bought one thing from her.. see her so ke lian.. then buy.. wahahah.. oops.. hehe.. then watch the chingay abit.. then went to look for thing again.. -_- i think we buy super big.. oops.. haha... :p zhongfa say L or XL.. then tina say M.. aiyoh.. haha.. such a big difference lor.. sorry abit unhappy just now.. cause u all.. aiyah.. also dunno what u want... then my bag super heavy and i so tired.. sorry anyway.. :p

then we walked to PS.. to eat.. ate MOS burger.... hmm.. wht time we reach? 9+ izzit? hmm.. then we left at 11.. haha.. we were there editing pix.. hahaa.. cause mich upload her pix in my comp.. wahha.. then we found one pix tht we can put in dialouge of our own.. hehe.. then we came out with stupid dialouge.. hehe.. the tile of the pix is.. "2 love birds & 3 extras..." haha. wanna see the pix? msg me.. i see if i can send u.. only certain ppl have access to the pix.. wahaha.. right michelle? haha..

anywaay.. me gonna sleep soon... it's getting late! =) maybe go play with some pix with photoshop then go sleep.. hehe.. now so many pix in my comp.. :)

celine.. we go beach play frisbeeSSSS ok? then u can have ur friskies food there.. *hiak* *hiak* :P

hmmm.. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JOANIE & V.K.! =)
i'm.typing.at...1:44 AM