...version9...if.you.are.looking.for.GOD.look.to.JESUS

..28 January 2004..

hmmm... slept 10 last night... thought that i wouldn't be tht tired today.. never did i expect i was more tired... and i even overslept... i didn't set the alarm... cause i took my hp to bed last night... and i just sleep... and the tv.. lights were still on... :P

today... did web multimedia.. -_- martin... today so fierce like tht lor... -_- then hor.. i dun understand why... every wed.. my comp will hang like siao.. and it hang the last min.. when presentation... shat... and then found out that the webby thingy all cannot work.. shit.. then rush rush rush.. then he shoot shoot shoot...

arggg... my mum dun allow me buy bike... :( AHHHHHHHHHH... why why why? then she is always finding ways to use y ang bao money.... hp bill she say she help me pay... if i never over $40... then last month one.. $40.. then she say since u got ag bao then u pay urself.. -_- then she also reduces my weekly allowances...

learning to use dreamweaver and photoshop.. hmm.. trying trying.. actually my webby half done le... but... haiz.. still dunno how to put the scrollbar thingy.. izzit.. overflow:auto;??? aiyoh.. dunno... will try use dreamweaver do.. :)

aiyah.. FASN AR FAN AR FAN AR FAN AR FAN AR FAN AR... so many things.. CAN WE JUST SIT DOWN AND COMMUNICATE? CAN? all i ask for is all ur time and ur willingness to sit down and tok..
i'm.typing.at...7:54 PM

..27 January 2004..

hmm... i'm now still in school.. look at the time... 4:11 AM.. i'm sleepy.. but can't sleep.. i think is cause of the coffee that i drank just now.. anyway.. the 2 guys are sleeping now le... left me alone... and it's all dark.. and i can only see my lappie light and the things around my lappie.. and boshi lappie is on with jay song... :)

hmm.. thinking of wht to do with my ang bao money.. though it's abit only... hmmm.. save the money? buy guitar? buy a bike? buy a new phone? dunno lah.. will see how.. :)

hmm.. so many things happen... i dunno wht to do.. and i dunno wht to say....

TO: Somebody,
i'm sorry if u feel that we have drift apart... i dunno wht to do.. gimme some time? i'm sorry...
i'm.typing.at...4:18 AM

..25 January 2004..

Michelle
Qing Xiang
Ting Ting
Vicky
added new 4 links.. ;)
i'm.typing.at...10:58 PM

TIRING!!! VISITING DAY

ask celine call me at 730.. i set alarm 715.. then called till 745... i woke up.. oh no.. i better wake up.. or else i'll be late.. haha.. hmm.. church had. erm... lao yu sheng? yeapz.. :) then.. it's like the food all over the table and floor.. haha... then had lunch... uncle titus so funny... i think as usual.. we so noisy.. pack up everything then we set off to kelvin's house @ jurong east... stayed around there for like 1/2hr then they came over to my place.. whao.. i think there were like more than 15? are there?

WANLING!!! CELINE!!! MICHELLE!!! my food not yet finish hor.. so many.. how to finish? come my house help me finish!!! haha

anyway after my house.. some of them left.. some of them headed to wayne's house @ ... haha... ok.. hmm.. go his house no need to guess which one his room... cause his poster so big on the door.. i told them.. hmm.. wayne no need entertain us.. his games entertain us can le... haha... games cube & ps2... nutz play he so funny lor.. make all sort of noises.. then went he played with wayne... he left wayne alone fighting.. then he went to hide.. and keep saying he want to take goodie.. -_- haha... wayne's yusha... so cute.. haha.. his doggie.. :)

then some of us went plaza to eat dinner.. so tiring.. one whole day.. oh no!!! tomolo GO SCHOOL LIAO.. boring!!! haha...

to somebody.. hmmm.. dunno u will read anot lah.. anyway.. of coz i treat u as my friend.. i do trust u lor.. hmm.. but it's difficult to say.. but u will know soon.. yesh.. very soon.. i'll tel u everything.. soon...
p/s: dun ask me who the somebody.. hehe...
i'm.typing.at...10:16 PM

..24 January 2004..

wet wet wet...
whole day raining sia.. slept at 5 today... actually thought of.. aiyah dun sleep lah.. -_- in the end.. watch qiang wei zhi lian till i sleep.. haha... then celine called at 8? she called till 845 then i get out of my bed... gave wayne morning call also.. haha.. i think it's kinda early lor.. hmm.. i think i tok alot of rubbish to celine also...

actually meetin wayne at 930 @ cck take mrt.. BUT.. call him so many times never answer phone.. then 930 liao.. call him ask him wht time meet.. "i thought u say meet 930?" it's 930 liao lor.. -_- anyway in the end.. ivy came to cck then took cab to my place then wayne then juliet...

reach celine house 11+ then nutz they all still waiting at delifrance.. hehe.. ate mee fen.. steamboat.. full.. then went to pastor tim house... there still got food.. all who went celine house cannot squeeze food down le... only nutz.. eat so many satay... stayed around awhile only.. . then the few of us headed down to GC...

then went dinner at juliet house there.. nothing much le..
i'm.typing.at...10:12 PM

yoz.. haven been blogging.. and they say i blog very short.. hmm.. cause i also dunno wht to say.. ok tell u bout my past few days? hmmm i think boring also.. haha.. so if u wanna read on then read.. if dun wan then.. u saw tht cross on the top right of ur screen? just click it. ;)

anyway me just back from lot 1.. watch movie! PETER PAN!!! very nice! hehe.. JEREMY SUMPTER very shuai also.. haha.. he is the main lead of the show.. which is peter pan lah.. went with.. cindy, pekhar & manping... meet shiling at lot 1.. cause she is there k box.. after movie we wanted to go k box too.. but... -_- $28+++ per person.. hmm.. kinda ex.. so we never go.. went to the 24 hr coffee shop. tok tok drink drink..

ok.. CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE... hmm.. went to uncle house for steam boat.. then went to chinatown.. see bian pao.. super squeezy.. -_- SWEAT! reach home 2+ forgot to bring house key.. hmm.. woke my mum up.. haha.. then she cannot sleep.. at night read newspaper.. haha.. then i slept at 5? cause was playing RO... and chatting.....

CNY Day 1... went to grandma(fathe side) house with my cousin(mother side) actually going alone one.. then pull my cousin with me.. haha.. anyway i just hang around there for like 2 hrs? then went jurong west there to my uncle house... played with my cousin... and all tht.. then headed home... oh yah... went i was downstairs.. then my uncle use the mahjong paper hit me.. then i chase after him... hmm.. kinda stupid also.. 18 yr old playing with 30+ uncle? haha.. anyway.. the scary? funny? part was my uncle run run run then bang onto the person house they got those bai bai thingy then the orange and dunno wht all on the floor.. then thought my uncle would pick it up.. but he ran off.. then i ran off also.. then the person come out see.. scary.. then my mother was there also.. then the person saw her.. my mum say.. "bu shi wo!" haha..

CNY Day 2.. today? sleep till 10+ watch qiang wei zhi lian.. cause in my comp then never watch.. then watch till 11+ my sis keep rushing me.. asking if i wanna go grandma house le.. then i still watching then very nice mah.. then i haven bath also.. then i say.. aiyah.. u go first lah.. then watch till 12+ then bath then wait for the rain to stop then went over there... anyway it's just across the road.. haha... -_- my uncle use the video cam.. ask me qn... ask me my nw yr wish and all tht.. heng when he say.. so u still got anything to say? i say nothing.. then the memory.. finish.. haha.. just nice... took photos with my cousins.. also!!! ;) nothing much le lah...

tomolo.. morning go tie jing gang house.. steamboat? then will be going pastor tim house... then have to go music prac.. oops... i haven do the slides... will do later.. haha.. then after tht.. cindy they all come my house? hmm.. i go off le lah.. blog super long le... buaizzzz

HAVE A BLESSED CHINESE NEW YEAR!

JEREMY SUMPTER VERY SHUAI!!! GO WATCH PETER PAN!!!
i'm.typing.at...1:24 AM

..20 January 2004..

hiyo... now at my uncle's house.... very full... grandma cooked lotsa food... very long never eat home food le... guess wht.. my cousin one sec 1 one pri 6 one pri 1.. they each have their own comp... -_-.. nowadays kids... then all use wireless then can go online at the same time...

hmm.. aiyah.. i also dunno wht to say... CNY is like just 2 days more.. it's like got nothing also lor.. no much atmosphere? hmm...
i'm.typing.at...8:49 PM

GET AWAY
i wanna get away from u
away from where u are
away from wht u do
just get it away get it away
dun get into my circle..
cause i dun want u to...
dun be so close to me..
because.......
just let me be the usual me...
u are making me feels...
anyway.. JUST GET AWAY!

hmmm.... so now wht?i dunno wht to say leh.. anyway.. huimin.. read ur blog... just wanna tell u.. u are part of YCC.. and u always will be.. u are part of WAC and u always will be... i dunno wht to say to dun feel tht way.. maybe i dun understand u bah...

i'm.typing.at...12:39 AM

..16 January 2004..

wooo... HOLIDAY le.. 1 week holiday.. shiok! a week to get away from school.. a week to take a break from seeing all my school friends... a week to sort out my thoughts... a week to have fun... a week to meet back with my cousins & relatives during CNY... just gimme a break this 1 week!

hmmm.. anyway.. i got nothing to say,.. i just wanna slack slack and slack.. dun ask me why..

anway i'm dooing up a new blog.. one tht i going to design myself.. and not from blogskin... hmm.. hope it works... ;) buaiz!

GIMME A BREAK MAN!!!
i'm.typing.at...11:17 PM

..14 January 2004..

yoyoyo... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! to Hu|m|n a.k.a f|sHyf|sh! & BoSh| a.k.a DeMaNd|nG gUy! & Zh|yUaN a.k.a mUtHu! hehe.. 3 persons birthday together... broke... yest i went to buy prezzies with selvan... bought pink ... for huimin & bought orange ... for boshi... ;) it's like super paiseh lor.. the prezzies so big... then i got 2 bags...

anyway.. got ppl help me bring all the way to school... so nvm.. haha... hmmm... today is quite a slacking day.. just go around school take 25 pix can le... haha...

oh yah.. yest... or rather this morning.. 12am... wanted to be the first to wish them happy birthday.. but i watch vcd till forget time.. hmmm.. i was the 5th to wish huimin & the 5th to wish boshi...
i'm.typing.at...11:27 AM

..12 January 2004..

hmm.. just change my pix upload to another place.. u all can see it from the column under links.. next time i just uplad there .. then u all go see can le... ;)
i'm.typing.at...9:40 AM

hmm... i'm sad.. i'm really sorry.. i think.. it's just a misunderstanding? i'm really sorry.. i didn't even ask about how u feel.. maybe there are no much action shown to you tht i actually care.. maybe there are no words spoken... but just to tell u tht... u are always in my prayer list... i really love and miss you... pls... dun go further away... come back?

hmm.. above is only for the one and only person.. hmm.. u know who u are... pls.. dun ask me who the person is...

i'm tired.. all drained out... headache.. feel like puking...
i'm.typing.at...12:13 AM

..11 January 2004..

hey... can't u all know how to off and on the light? arggg... going crazy...

was in school last night... hmm.. slept for 2 hours? haha.. then hmm.. actualy did nothing much in school... i think alot of ppl like change.. as in... physical appearance.. hmm.. dunno.. haha... went home at 10?

my mum fren came.. then her son very cute.. 6 yrs old... ;) played PS with him.. hehe... then went orchard meet huimin to buy prezzie for... frendz... hmmm... actually didn't buy much... cause very difficult to find!

i dunno wht to buy for fishyfish... boshi.. & muthu.. hmmm... wht u all want? i ask boshi what he want.. then he say... where got ppl ask ppl to choose their own bday prezzies.. haha...

who know ActionScript? hmm... it's like flash.. haha.. if u all know any tutorial on the actionsript thingy can tag my board? hehe... it's for me doing the webby one... will be in the web committee in the ActionScript thingy... hehe.. got CE pt... wahaha....

hmmm.. aiyah.. anyway.. i think i go sleep le.. LATE le...
i'm.typing.at...12:40 AM

..09 January 2004..

huimin ahhh.. nowadays so happy.. *grinz* haha.. anyway.. she ask me to update.. i also dunno what to say lor.. cause everyday is like the same old things.. going to school.. and all tht..

today web mulitimedia test.. arggg.. no time to do... but still can.. then.. when i was uploading my file.. shit... my whole comp hang lor.. -_- then the submission close... then told my teaher.. heng.. still can go upload.. haiz.. this online test thingy is like must do till so kan cheong lor.. once time's up is close liao lor..

now going home.. then going sec school.. sec 1 camp.. go back see teacher.. do nothing.. haha..

anyway.. me gtg home le... buaiz...

[edited]

my class today very funny.... i laugh till i stomachache.. then this guy... zhiming.. he very lame lor... his action and face also very funny.. u see u will laugh... then today our class inside only 2 groups.. then like riot sia.. the table all push to the door there... then dun allow ppl go in....
i'm.typing.at...7:51 PM

..06 January 2004..

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH... finish test.. test was.. hmm.. not enough time... i duno i correct anot... ahhh.. today was late... not late for booking courts only.. late for school also lor.. reginald called me at 5+am.. then he called a few times lor... i was like still in my dreamland... then i was like.. oh.. ok ok.. then after tht i sleep back.. 650.. selvan call me.. i also.. oh ok ok.. then go back sleep again... 715... my mum came to my room.. and say.. YOU DUN NEED GO SCHOOL ARH? then i was like oh yah.. i must act as if i'm still early.. haha... cause if i like panic.. then she will know tht i'm late... then she will say.. ask u to sleep early yest u dun wan...

yest was doing vb lor... one of the week never go.. so... must do the problem.. or else i dunno... do till 1+? then go sleep... ppl still ask me not to sleep.. crazy!

anyway.. aiyah.. who can help me do my project? i need... pri, sec, poly, uni students.. have to do interview about racial harmony.. can help me??? then.. need ppl help me write songs... poems... how how??
i'm.typing.at...7:18 PM

..05 January 2004..

first day in school... everything to me is like.. kinda ... sianz.. i dunno why.. maybe is coz yest too tired le... and today wake up so early... tiring...

yest went to ren ci thingy.. we are just there to switch on and off the light lor... hmm.. dunno wht to say.. SUPER TIRED!

later going cell! like so long never have cell.. haha... celine will be leading.. vk will be playing.. celine say she stress.. hhaa..
i'm.typing.at...12:59 PM

..03 January 2004..

BORING!!! whole day at home... at first go out one lor.. -_- haiz.. nvm.. i want to watch GOOD BOY!!!

hmm.. was chatting with huimin.. haha... was at first telling her how much i miss her.. mwaahaha.... hmm.. i think it's very long since we last chatted.. in msn or even in person.. now i'm still chatting with her.. ;)

she'll come church tomolo! winnie too!!! yeapz!!! then we will go to the renci thingy together.. persuading BS to go... asked william to go.. but he playing tomolo in his church..

can't go to the bbq tomolo.. hmm..
i'm.typing.at...11:36 PM

back from dinner @ causeway point not long ago.. went there walk walk.. then ate dinner.. then walk up and down just trying to get water.. hmm.. thnx huh... after tht.. decided to drink at BK... then tok tok...

then from woodlands walk to marsiling... -_- abit... walk to marsiling just to take train there... went to the playground there tok tok.. hmm.. there like eery.. the 2 blks there nobody one leh.. i didn't notice.. till i was told... weird.. then still got gate at the stairs to prevent ppl from entering..

so.. if u happen to go marsiling.. then just walk out of the mrt.. then u will see the 2 blks.. with a playground in the center...

nothing much today.. just slacking at home... ;)
i'm.typing.at...12:48 AM

..02 January 2004..

a brand new year! 2004!
just finish making over my blog.. didn't do much.. just change the colour.. didn't touch the layout... maybe mext time bah... haven't been blogging... cause my lappie ldc screen spoilt... sianz... but acer change or me... ;) these few days were just going out with friends.. and hanging outside... recall... (27 sat) hmm.... (28 sun) church? (29 mon) dinner with YCC @ sakae @ marina(30 tue)went to acer... then... erm... prayer meeting at night... (31 wed) went dinner with tertiary cell ppl @ marche.. then hang around at sac.. and waiting for the prayer meeting to start.. and countdown... came back home at 7... argg... this is killing my brain cells... i think i really have stm... took me a while to recall... nvm

after prayer meeting... went back home.. thought that i could bath and sleep and go to bbq after tht... shat... reach house at 7... open door.. shat.. can't.. oh no.. my mum.. lock the inside.. shat.. call her hp... not on.. -_- waited for 2 hours... and i try to throw shoes up the window.. argg.. no reply... arggg... then went to grandma house... can't sleep.. came back home only at 12... slept at 2pm... woke up 5pm.. -_- went to shiling's house... ;) her cousin very cute... haha... HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICKEY TAN SHILING!!! *hiak**hiak* we tok and crap.. it's nice to go to her house to bbq.. ;) have been going for like erm.. every new year eve? 3 yrs le... but only this yr is on new years' day.. eeekkss.. her hamster super BIG!!!! so fat... it's occupying my whole palm... eek.. grosss.. after manping put on my hand.. i immediately throw on the sofa... it's really... eek.. my hamster last time more cute.. hahah...

sore throat.. sore throat... ppl will hope to get better.. i hope i will have no voice.. haha.. so i will not have to speak.. and i'll just keep quiet...
O.P. [v.3] o=orangy pinky.. 2 colours in my site now... though not very orangy...
a brand new year.... just pray that i will be a changed person....

now the truth...
sad? happy?
dunno...
tell the truth?
what will we become then?

i'm.typing.at...2:48 AM