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..26 December 2003..

how did u guys spend ur Christmas eve and day?
i had a great day!
Christmas eve... went winnie's house.. before that went orchard to buy things presents.. for ppl.. -_- still got alot of presents haven buy one lor.. in the end.. when i was looking for my atm card... shat... i forget to bring... arg.... then i cannot buy presents.. hey sorry for those who i never buy to them... i'll try to get one.. asap.. k? anyway i'm broke this week... haha...

alot of ppl was at winnie's house... i basically just stay at the balcony? or is that the roof there.. yah.. just stay there.. climb up the dunno what.. and sit there talk.. and crap...

asked william to go east coast fetch celine.. oops. sorry.. william.. make u go inside the jam.. hehe.. countdown to christmas... ;) and exchange gifts.. wanted to leave before countdown.. . but wait and wait.. hehe.. then never go eat ivy.. hehe... after tht.. actually ask william to send us out to the mainroad... then we hint him to send us home.. wahaha.. but we pay him for his topping up of petrol... ;) we almost got lost lor... hahah.. but in the end all are home... hey thnx william!!!

celine came my house.. to wrap her presents to ppl... and i was to make those card.. -_- i was lying in bed making... make till i fall asleep.. and i was on the phone..both of us fall asleep.. hahah.. -_- but.. i slept at 5+ lor... then celine woke me up at 7...

went to church.. winnie went too! so cool.. and choo poh and qianru.. ! hope u ppl enjoy... the dance was nice.. the funny one was the kids one... they so CUTE!!!! gave out prezzies make by YCC to the youths... ;) had lunch.. then after that... went out with some of them to holland v. to drink coffee and we just tok there.. i think i was looking quite sianz.. cause i was too tired...

after tht went uncle house to eat... etc.

hey thnx to all those ppl who gave me presents... ;)
arggg mum rushing me to go bath...
i'm.typing.at...6:28 PM

..22 December 2003..

SO YOU WOULD COME

Before the world began
You were on His mind
And every tear you cry
Is precious in His eyes
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done

So you would come
Nothing you can do
Could make Him love you more
And nothing you’ve done
Could make Him close the door
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Come to the Father
Though your gift is small
Broken hearts, broken lives
He will take them all
The power of the word
The power of His blood
Everything was done
So you would come

i'm.typing.at...11:12 AM

..18 December 2003..

hihi.. tired.. hmm. but it's FUN FUN FUN!!! just back from 4days 3night church camp... first day.. which is mon.. came to school.. dunno for what also.. then me, boshi & qiufeng went to ps to meet our respective group... my group is galilee.. new in our group was qianru & choopoh.. celine's friend.. then the rest in my group are... alethea, carmen, wilson, arlene, matthew, alvin, marie..and of coz grp leader and assistant.. joanie and timothy.. first day was ok... had ice breaker... then sermon.. then games...

second day.. we had 2 session of sermon then we discuss about the fun night.. alvin was very funny lor.. crapping.. then i didn't play the station games.. :( went back to school for test.. -_- i walked all the way out lor... it's like super far.. and there are no signs of cars... then we had finding nemo at night.. FUN FUN.. our group found alot.. hehe...

3rd day we had amazing race!!! yeah!!! GALILEE came in first!!! cool... we were like run here and there... and there was this part where we had to eat the gross food.. which they say it was very disgusting.. i didn't get to eat.. hmm.. not tht i dunwan lor.. cause there's this guy who is not from our grp.. then he just came into out group and he snatch away the food.. then i was like ??? then wilson say.. hey u not from our group -_- his group is at another side lor.. haha.. nvm.. i dun need to eat... then they say the tofu taste like shit? vomit? haha... yeah.. the fun game.. we had the soup wrestling.. haha.. so funny.. i laugh till i pengz... the gals start first.. we at first all aim candice, tracy & wanling.. haha.. fo fun lor.. then in the end they all attack me.. then i was like keep pulling on to juliet's short... then another part is someone's leg kick my teeth.. then i was like.. *pukez* gross.. all the soup.. now my legs got lotsa scratches... not only me... the rest was like worse than me?? but it's realy very fun..

then the guys turn.. wah.. they really very violent lor.. very scary.. but very funny at the same time.. haha.. then in the ends it's like left... i saw one part very funny.. wilson & shuhei.. haha.. then andrew also very violent.. haha.. but that's the game.. haha.. FUN FUN!!!

clean up ourselves and prepare for fun night!!! the skit all very funny.. ours was like kinda short? hmmm... i like qiufeng & jonathan tht one.. so sweet.. hehe.. augustine one also very funny...

i sleep super early.. when everyone was in the room talking.. i just sleep.. too sleepy le.. then theirs others at the canteen. pengz.. they can play the polar bear game till 4 lor... kaoz.. play 4hours..

then this morning was like cleaning up.. then finding out who's our angel and mortal thingy.. and all tht.. my mortal was augustine... he keep complaining lor.. to the others tht his angel never write anything.. -_- but i wrote too lor.. my angel... arg.. dun say le.. never write lor.. i only receive one this morning.. argggg.. stupid boshi... -_- went to eat mos with some of them... then another batch of ppl came... it's like one whole gang of ppl.. wearing who am i t-shirt.. the shirt is nice.. cool.. ;)

hmm.. of coz it's not only the fun part.. learn quite alot through all those sermons.. through pastor tim & auntie joyce.. ;) there's the violin story tht auntie joyce shared.. hmm. very nice.. maybe i'll tok about tht some other times? haha.. it's like my this post is getting super long.. hehe..

GALILEE RULES!!! *hiak**hiak*oh yah.. did i say tht we were the first in camp? hehe..
i'm.typing.at...3:20 PM

..14 December 2003..

tml is the day! church camp!!! exciting.. just applied leave... hmm.. dunno can anot... if cannot also dun care le.. ahhaa... haven pack finish m bag... i hate packing camp bags.. haha.. dunno why. too lazy le.. *yawnz..* then i have to do the name tag thingy... hmm.. do tomolo bah...

went to bishan.. see leehom.. he's shuai.. he's music is nice... ;) when i got the pix then post some up here.. ;)

ok.. me go pack my staff.. and go get some sleep le.. buaiz.. dun miss me when i'm off to camp.. haha.. ;)
i'm.typing.at...11:43 PM

..13 December 2003..

*yanwz...* today morning... mum asked me go eat breakfast with auntie at plaza.. -_- in the end is go my another auntie house.. but never mind lah.. quite long never go there liao... then stay in her house chat with cousin and all tht till 2+? then went plaza eat lunch, walk walk... nothing much today..

told my mum about church camp... hmm.. she never reaally say anything... so.. like tht lor.. hm...

YANMIN!!! u reading my blog? haha.. cause my cousin told me.. she have been reading my blog.. oh yah.. and miss lee.. haha.. didn't knew...

i'm bored.. bored... bored...
i'm.typing.at...10:32 PM

..12 December 2003..

back to blog... hmmm... i also dunno what to blog about.. haha.. hmmm
from school start till now it's like everyday i will go out of school early.. because of cell... meet up with mich, sab.. etc. haven been staying in school for long too.. and i also dun feel like staying in school.. it's boring to the MAX.. the only thing is the internet.. and i'm getting more sianz of school.. dun ask me why.. but i bet there are rp ppl out there who feels this way bah.. and i think students before or now will know wht i meant..

yest went turf city to eat bbq steamboat... it's like erm.... marina there.. but turf city is much more cleaner than there... went with my aunties.. cousins... haha.. my small cousin,audrey, is getting cuter and cuter.. tok alot also.. haha... then he very funny when in the car... he and his sis was like playing then his sis just say hmpf wo bu xi huan ni.. then audrey was like.. ni xi huan wo... xi huan wo.. haha.. i laugh till i peng...

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh... CHURCH CAMP!!! i have test on tue and thur.. why????????????? arggg.... and thur is like its maths lor.. and it's probablity.. argg.. i can't seems to get probabilty right... why why why???
i'm.typing.at...8:59 AM

..10 December 2003..

怎么隐藏　我的悲伤　失去你的地方
你的发香　散的匆忙　我已经跟不上
闭上眼睛　还能看见　你离去的痕迹
在月光下　一直找寻　那想念的身影
如果说分手　是苦痛的起点　那在终点之前　我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的　不敢说的爱　会不会有人　可以明白
我会发着呆　然后忘记你　接着紧紧闭上眼
想着哪一天　会有人代替　让我不再想念你
我会发着呆　然后微微笑　接着紧紧闭上眼
又想了一遍　你温柔的脸　在我忘记之前
心里的眼泪　模糊了视线　你已快看不见
i'm.typing.at...11:53 AM

..09 December 2003..

hmm.. going off to meet mich at 530 le..
hope it won't rain when i walk out of school now...
life's in school seems so BORING!!!
what am i doing in dec in school???
why why why?????
it's dec.. shouldn't it be HOLIDAY?
why why why????

what can i say?
what can i do?
thought i didn't...
but...
i dunno....
so? how? let it go? -_-

i'm.typing.at...5:08 PM

26 November 2003 @ Poly Forum Opening
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i'm.typing.at...10:39 AM

..05 December 2003..

hmmm... yest's problem really killed alot of my braincells... haha.. we did html... thns to blogspot.. haha.. i still know abit of html.. or else yest problem will die.. haha.. we have to create our own website and one group webby.... i did my own.. and the group one... feel so contented.. haha.. cause i whole day was rushing the thingy... and never even play game... haha...

after school rush down to watch brother bear with juliet, celine & ivy... the show was kinda short... and it's kinda lame.. hmm.. it's a cartoon wht u expect? hehe.. but.. there are still some touching stories in it.. wahha.. so touching that it make juliet cry.. wahahha...
i'm.typing.at...8:59 AM

..03 December 2003..

yoyoyo... after a nice bath... cool.. hehe.. hmmm... today was doing programming... i do till i headache... i first time do the VB ALL by myself... haah... cause last time always will have ppl help or i won't do.. hehe... i got the code right.. ;) this fac make VB more fun...

this sem module are making me go crazy!!! the problem are all very difficult... i think till i siao.. and always see the problem i sianz 1/2 liao... haiz... my class are all ok lor.. but i dunno why.. in class i'm super quiet... still prefer TN0205B hehe.. they are just great,,

hmm.. glad tht most of us still meet up for lunch everytime... amanda still say.. whey are we so close last time? it makes us keep thinking of each other now.. haha.. just now kena saboh by winnie & chinkeong.. shat.. i dun wanna tok bout it le... HUIMIN & MANPING!!! sHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhh.. plssssss...

argg.. my comp siao.. cannot go online in school for the wireless... shat... suddenly one leh.. then the it helpdesk also dunno how to do.. sianz.. hope tomolo can work..

yest went to candice house for dinner! hehe.. nice nice.. she cook by herself leh.. quite nice.. hehe... still got dessert some more.. after dinner she let us see her last time pix.. haha FUNNNY!!! haha.. i laugh till i siao... i saw one pix.. i think church camp one.. then alvin & andrew's hairstyle very funny.... they have centre parting then hor super long... haha... like ah beng? totally different from now... then candice have the mushroom head... haha... ;) oops... hhaha...
i'm.typing.at...9:07 PM

..01 December 2003..

yoz.. me just back not long ago very cell.. :) had a nice time at cell.. ;) was kinda rush just now... after school.. did RJ and all tht.. then 5 le.. rush back home.. cause i forget to bring the present out.. then rush back home to take.. take le then bath.. rush out again to sabby house..

then tht juliet msg me.. say if we late then she will jump into the lake.. kaoz.. when i reached.. guess where is she.. CCK!!! wad the... i jump down first sia... kaoz...

then juliet saw sier on the train lor.. but she avoid him... kaoz.. haha.. but anyway when sier walk out we saw him.. saw zhongfa also... then when juliet reach.. me, celine and juliet walk to sabby house..

hehe.. sab.. u r right... she tell us 630.. we will reach at 7.. haha. and even later.. hahah... ;) we tok about repentence... yeapz... after a while reginald arrive...

when cell finishing soon.. zhong and sier came... we went down for dinner?supper? haha.. yah... and a very good time toking and laughing.. hehe.. ;) after all the eating & toking we headed back home... ;)
i'm.typing.at...11:53 PM

ok.. i think i'll start logging now.. hmmm.. past few days what have i been doing? erm... forget le leh.. wahaha.. aiyah.. anyway it's not really important lah.. it's just normal daily life...

yest was my first time leading youth for worship.. it's super scary! hmm.. but i'm glad everything turns out well? erm.. i think so.. haha.. anyway it's over! *phew* hehe...

maybe i'll just tok about something? hmm.. watch channel 8 yest.. talking about the parents and their child.. it's like something hits me.. there's this family... 3 children.. hmmm.. the parents will always bring the children out for a walk.. not 3 but 1 at a time.. hmmm.. that's great isn't it? tht's how i feel.. if when i am small.. i could even spend time with my dad or mum? and just tok what i want.. and not do only things tht they ask me to do.. i think the feeling is great.. ok back to the family.. the child also looks forward to this time tht they can spend alone with their dad.. cause they say.. they can tell their dad about their daily life.. what happen.. etc...

hmm.. then.. i think myself.. i have a Father who is like this heavenly father... but.. it's like... i'll sometimes dun even want to spend time with Him... and He's just there... the dad in the progamme is already so wanting to spend time with his children.. How about GOD?

tht's basically wht i thik and feel after watching the programme.. and yesh.. COMMUNICATION!

i'm.typing.at...9:41 AM

hmmm.. guess i'll blog later in the day?
tooo tired!
i'm.typing.at...12:02 AM