...version9...if.you.are.looking.for.GOD.look.to.JESUS

..30 September 2003..

hi all... now in school!!! reach school at 8!!! went to book courts.. hehe.. thanx to huimin for calling me up so many times.. hehe.. making sure that i am awake...
hmmm... yest night we had a cell erm.. outing?! went to suport huimin for her badminton! hehe.. tina, luwen, mickey & muthu went there! after her match, we wento holland v. to eat & reginald came to meet us too. =)
eat finish le.. went to coffee bean sit there tok tok.. and we decide on a place to have our cell!!! in RP!!! haha.. nice nice... =P hiak hiak... u all can come and climb slope with us!!! haha... went home at bout 10+ watch tv a while then go to zzZZZ land.. hahha...
today wil be another day of tiring day!!! =)
i'm.typing.at...8:32 AM

..28 September 2003..

went to church in the morning.. with manping...
hmm... wait for huimin celine & luwen...
saw sab.. she's waiting for sier..
saw sier, tina & vk..
hmmm.. i think like most of them.. we dunno what to tok to sier..
even to sab.. i also dunno wht to say when i saw her.. it's just *silence* :(

prayed for sier & jinghang.. jinghang is going back to jap.. to continue his studies...
when we were praying for sier.. tears just rolled down... cannot be control..
went german centre today... the place look nice.. hmmm.. next week will be our first service there... *excited*

hmmm... received a bad or is it good news? i m being scheduled to lead worship in youth.. it's my first time... STRESS!!!last time during cell already very stress liao le.. hmmm.. i think i'll pray about this.. :)

muscle pain today.. yest training.. argg.. and my hand also.. the part which is kena hit by khalique.. the mark is like being caned...

hmm.. continue to keep sier & family in prayers... & sab too...

God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way

By a roadway in the wilderness
He'll lead me
And rivers in desert will I see
Heaven and earth will fade
But His Word will still remain
He will do something new today
i'm.typing.at...10:59 PM

..27 September 2003..

hmmm...i dunno why.. nowadays it's so hard for me get wake up and for ppl to wake me up.. haha.. i will keep lying in my bed... actually meeting marilyn they all 840 @ redhill.. i asked marilyn to call me at 7... then 7+ i woke up.. brush my teeth.. guess what.. i went back to sleep again... hahah.. and i received marilyn's call @ 840.. haha... she asked me.. where i am... in my sleepy voice.. "i'm still at home.." then she keep saying me... cause this is not the first time she experience this.. haha...

reach school @ 10? actually asked them to teach me maths.. in the end they do enterprise.. monday's module.. kiasu sia... me, marilyn, junie & selvan was there today.. after that boshi came to school.. today is selvan birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SELVAN

me & selvan went badminton... train and train... run and run.. circuit training... arggg... i dun like.. haha... after that me & selvan went orchard to meet... marilyn, boshi, junie, wenwei, stephanie & fanny... we celebrate selvan's birthday.. bought him a shirt.. and a cake... yah.. steph today kena "suan" till very cham... haha..

all go home left me, marilyn, boshi & wenwei... then we went arcade play play.. actually meet cindy & pekhar... i wait for so long at taka.. then pekhar say cindy meet bf... nvm.. i asked her go and eat.. she say she dun wan eat... drink water nia.. what the.. wait so long... and we say we meet for dinner then in the end say not eating.. then i also sianz liao.. dunwan to eat... go home lor.. wad the.. meet pekhar just to go home? might as well go home with marilyn they all.. sianz.. time wasted...

hmmm.. saw sab just now.. she looks kinda pale.. do continue to pray for sier's mum, sier's family, sier & sab!
i'm.typing.at...11:26 PM

..26 September 2003..

thoughts running in my mind especially when i am alone...
when i am walking to mrt for school
when i am in the mrt
when i am walking to school
when i am going home from school...
alot of things just run through my mind...

alot of things....

i am scared of receiving sms these few days...

*tears*
he's our big brother...
*O Lord Father Lord, i pray that You'll continue to strengthen sier and his family. Strengthen them spiritually and physically. I pray for his mum, God may You perform miracles! God let us sees things with Your eyes but not with human eyes and that we believe You make things happen because You already planned it all for us. God, i want to uplift Sier's and his family in Your mighty hands. In Jesus Name, Amen*

people reading my blog, please continue to keep sier's and his family in prayers!
i'm.typing.at...10:33 PM

Friends...
someone who just says "Hi" & "Bye" ?
someone who just go out with you ?
someone whom you feel comfortable with?
someone whom you can share your thoughts with?
someone whom you cares for?
someone who cares for you?
Who are really your friends?

hi.. hmm.. dunno why i type tht.. but.. it just came to my mind... yah..
dunno what to say dunno what to type.....
anyway.. Marilyn wants me to say her name out in my blog.. so MARILYN <----- here is ur name!!!
hehe.. going home soon..

How could I live without You
How could I survive
Without Your love
Without Your touch
You’re the one that heals me
That cleanses my heart
And set me free (repeat)

Now I come right before you
With my hands lifted up
And my heart humbly bowed
At the work of Your cross
As You hung there and died
You were paying the price
For my life, for my life

For Your love
Is higher than the heavens
Deeper than the sea
And all I want is You in my life
No one else
Can satisfy my soul
Can make me feel this way
Only You Lord, only You.

i'm.typing.at...7:18 PM

..24 September 2003..

life?
an unpredictable one...
one that God planned before we were even born
when we are in our mother's womb
what will happen later? in a min, hour, one day?
even our future? who can predict? nobody... except God
life is just so unexpected...

pls.. continue to pray for sier's mum.. i pray that our prayers will move the heaven and that God will show us miracles... pray for sier and his family.. that their faith in God will remain as strong as before and even increase their faith in God...
pls PRAY PRAY PRAY! Prayer is indeed a powerful weapons that we Christians can use!

i'm.typing.at...11:44 PM

..23 September 2003..

hey... i'm home... just bath finish... as usual this morning dun feel like waking up...wenwei called me @ 7... thenn i was still in sleeping mode... actually set alarm 630 one... but cannot wake up.. i continue to stay in bed till 715... super tired... then meet wenwei & boshi for breakfast... AGAIN!
today enterprise sianz... wah.. then ther's this conflict between this guy, W & this gal S... S shoot W with lots and lots of qn.. then W shoot back.. shoot here and there... till alot of us bth.. arggg... they really kinda fierce lor... liaoz... aiyah.. but t.g will always help S one lor... and guess wht... today we only did less than 10 slides... dunno what to put in...
just now me, chinkeong, wenwei & boshi were filming our show!!! quite erm.. when it's done then let u all see.. i think everything is all so funny...
receive a call from sab.. was very shocked... *everybody pls pray for sier's mum*
i'm.typing.at...12:40 AM

..21 September 2003..

what a morning.. hmmm... alarm rang @ 645... reluctant to wake up.. but.. have to meet tina... but... in the end.. she very early lor... suppose to meet 815... in the end she 815 call me say she just wake up.... haiz... then me alone... then just stay in mac to call them... i call mich from 8 to 815!!! never pick up call in the end call me back say she on silent then never hear.. and she sick so not going... nvm... then i call zhiyuan, minnie & shiling... only minnie pick up... my batt was like went flat... argg.... nvm...
just now went westmall with pekhar... actually on the way going home liao... then was like very sianz.. so call pekhar.. she say she at westmall alone.. then just go and meet her lor... we walk up westmall dunno how many times sia... then my back, backside and leg super pain... i bought a bag and a fila shorts! ORANGE!!! hehe.. bought an optical mouse... no orange.. but buy quite near.. bought like yellow? hehe.. i buy the bag and shorts cause got offer.. then i use my mum atm.. haha.. back now super pain.. OLD liao...
TEST TEST TEST!!! test coming up... AGAIN? yah.. again... so fast right... hmmm.. tomolo will be going bs.. not selected for badminton.. hmmm... at first kinda sad... but i think hmmm... God has His plan? or maybe i'm not good at sports.. and i can just quit? and i'll have a lesser cca.. and i'll just take up music ONLY?
*pray that God will give me a peace of heart... that i'll choose the right thing that He wants me to focus on... hmmm...*
i'm.typing.at...10:20 PM

aiyoh.. actually type out very long liao.. but cannot be posted out.. arggg.. to lazy to type out le... :p
i'm.typing.at...12:11 AM

..19 September 2003..

Tiring day? hmm.. maybe abit... one whole week of school ended... today when i woke up.. oh no... my back.. argg... super pain... cannot even walk straight... this feeling of skipping school is coming to me liao... tired of going to school... at times dun even feel like waking up... just want to continue sleeping..... haha... if we can start school later... isn't it better? hmm... dun have to squeeze with those ppl in the mrt... dun have to wake up so early.. hmmlm... *dreaming*
went breakfast @ redhill again.. with wenwei + chinkeong + boshi + adrain... haha.. sorry ah junie... never meet u again.. hehe..
today c&c we changed our group!!! argg... and i was with..... sianz... but lucky got chinkeong & jeffrene... can joke with me.. and tht ck... argg.. keep laughing at my action.. am i very FUNNY? say my eyes... (-_-)" today project quite diff.. @ 2 then i was like.. oh no... i still dunno wht we really is supposed to do.. haha.. still so blur and confused.. but in the end.. we manage to get it done... :p hmmm... i think today serene should not say i quiet le bah.. i think i got speak up bah.. hmmm... cannot play gunbound in school le.... i think the school used firewall dunno what... then more shouting together with our class liao.. haha..
today is jeffery(one of the RP staff) bday... the SL bought a cake and celebrated with him.. argg.. the guys so gross.. they took cream and make on him... neck, face... then the cream like melt.. ekkk.. then very disgusting... then they smash the cake on his face... *GROSS*
after that actually going home liao.. with stacy, wenwei, chinkeong & boshi.. then walk to bball court.. they see no ppl... then starting to play... joined them also... hmmm.. after that stacy left.. left me.. with them.... played 2 on 2... cheat!!! we lose!!! haha chinkeong & boshi pro leh.. haha.. *SWEATY* then took mrt home le.....
i'm.typing.at...11:11 PM

..18 September 2003..

hey yoz.. i'm still in school with marilyn.. doing what? playing game.. hehe.. and actually i'm waiting for manping for her to finish her training.. since we have not been going out.. cause she gotta work and all tht.. then today she can go out eat.. so.. well.. just go.... actually is meeting my mum and sis out for dinner at taka.. but cancelled in the end..
hmmm.. today morning went breakfast at redhill market with wenwei, chin keong & boshi... then went to school... haha..wenwei finally not late for thur lesson.. haha..
dunno why.. not feeling actually very good.. *moody* why? why? (see my msn nick..) yah.. dunno lah... hmmm... chin keong notice? hah.. then he change his msn nick to something like "Peixuan... dun like tht leh..." haha.. hmmm... =)
headache is with me today too.. (prob one of the reason moody?) and btw.. headache is not equal to pregnant... :p okok... hmmm... i think manping finishing her training soon.. and me gtg do all my evaluation, quiz and rj...
hmmm... take care all my friends!!! :)
i'm.typing.at...7:56 PM

..17 September 2003..

hello... *headache* argg... i seldom have headache leh.. these few days keep having headaches.. dunno why... not enough sleep? playing bad in the rain just now? illness? (haha... just anyhow thinking) arggg... *pain* *pain*
today badminton training.... tiring!!! cause mon late... never run and only run abit.. but today.. argg... run 2 rounds around all the courts.. big leh... and i run about 1 1/2 round without stopping.. i think if last time.. i will just stop.. haha... after running, we did our circuit training!!! argg.. that's kinda tough for some of the exercises.. on mon we used bball court.. but today got match going on.. then we used the.. erm... erm... dunno what court is tht lah.. erm... volleyball court? soccer court? haha.. anyway.. it's much more bigger than bball court! TIRING!!! then we had the multi shuttle drill again.. hey.. my bad selection on sat leh... how to go meeting? hmm... dunno leh.. haiz..
i'm.typing.at...11:33 PM

..16 September 2003..

yoyoyo.. today was hmmm.. should wake up at 5? hehe.. but.. overslept.. i asked minnie to call me at 515.. then when i answered the phone i was like ok.. then immediately hang up then i tell myself.. sleep abit more lah.. sleep till 620.. pengz.. cannot go book court le.. haha.. :p sorry arh. hmm.. but they also manage to book quite lots of courts.. which is on sat.. and i won't be going to sat prac... :( hmmm.. tomolo no courts.. gotta do the multi-shuttle drill in school.. and he's choosing the team players!!! hmmm... know what.. badminton comp will be NEXT WEEK!!! he never tell us!!!
hehe.. hey manping intro me another game!!! gonna be addicted to it again.. hmm.. quite fun!!! cause i get my class people to play also.. haha.. it's an online game!!! can go http://www.gunbound.net :)
i'm.typing.at...10:19 PM

hey hey.. i'm back!!! =) hehe.. back from badminton training.. super tired!!! training was kinda tough especially the new thingy that he intro to our training...which is multi-shuttle drill!!! whereby dr loke will keep serving then we wil have to run here and there to hit the ball.. hey.. dun think it's easy.. it's difficult..
today enterprise quite difficult.. cause it's like.. dunno what to put.. what we think is like when we put it will contradict ourself.. so.. have to think.. hmmmm... today T.G never really shoot lotsa qns... and u know what.. everytime T.G ask qn hor.. he will have to repeat his qn.. lotsa times.. cause NOBODY understands what toking he.. haha...
yupz.. got back my problem solving understanding test result le.. hehe.. i got B!!! and i never study much.. hehe.. :p
tomolo have to wake up @ 5!!!! tired!!!! gotta go book court.. no $$$ liao.. everytime ask us book courts.. haiz... what to do... hey. i joined singing le.. :p haha. ZHEN HAO WAN! i think those ppl there quite ok.. yah.. i suggested on going into song writing!! hehe.. and of course training of our vocals.. then they are now looking for instructors!!! me gtg... buaiz...
ZHEN HAO WAN!!! haha
i'm.typing.at...12:21 AM

..15 September 2003..

hehe.. new pix to go.. pix took yest... ~~Sleeping? Artistic? Pix~~<-----roll ur mouse over here!
i'm.typing.at...1:07 PM

yoyoyo.. i now have a very big eye bag.. i was so shocked to see my eyes when i was in the lift to church.. i was like... kaoz.. my eyes.. if u all have read from huimin's blog then u all will know lah.. i yest whole day never sleep.. till now.. never sleep.. we(me, minnie, luwen) were like chatting online.. then argg.. so late le.. then just continue to chat.. or i cannot wake up... mich force? psycho? us to go send wayne off.. then was like. super duper tired.. and took the first train.. i thought i could sit down.. but so many ppl.. haiz.. then met luwen.. got a seat in the end.. was like close my eyes trying to sleep.. then when i look up... guess wht.. michelle was smiling to herself... CRAZY!!! she is too happy...
meet wayne.. then was like he's kinda late.. and queue.. super long also.. then went he check in and by tht time.. he have to go in liao.. luwen was so sd.. cannot take pix with him... after that took breakfast.. and took the train and sleep all the way to boonlay.. i never sleep much.. was taking pix of them sleeping.. *hiak* *hiak*
was thinking tht there'll be youth.. hehe.. thank God no youth.. went home immediately thinking that i can sleep.. but no.. online then watch tv... hehe... last day of holiday.. cannot sleep haha.. must make full use of the last day of holiday!!! haha... almost about 2 days never sleep.... gotta sleep soon.... it's 1230 le!!!! tml got school!!! pray that GOd will gimme strength for the next 7 weeks before i can have my holiday!!!
Today worship is great! i thought i would be too tired.. but thank God.. i never sleep during sermon.. was totally awake.. though a few *yawnings... hehe... okok.. me got to get going..
hm... still thinking bout the singing leh.. *think and think* *think and think*
i'm.typing.at...12:45 AM

..14 September 2003..

hey yo.. can go see the pix of yest.. ~~Cute, Funny, Nice Pix!!!~~<------roll-over here...

i'm.typing.at...7:16 PM

hey yoz.. i think today i had a fun and tiring and FUN day? hehe.. ZHEN HAO WAN!!! wahaha... i think i have said ZHEN HAO WAN for like many many times? haha.. ok let me tell u where i went today!!! :p
actually woke up in the morning thinking tht hmm... dunno where to go today..... then went online and saw michelle (WANG LUWEN) hehe.. and huimin then we were talking like.. erm.. where to go and all tht.. and we suggest go RP!!! to.... take pix.. wahaha.. then we met at 2... went RP... actually cannot go up to class liao.. cause it's locked then we saw ppl inside and he's minnie's fren so asked them to open the door for us.. then.. hehe.. went to my class!!! TN0205 to take pix.. took quite a few.. then went to the "smoking area" in our school and then the containers there.. take more pix.. haha... then we were like.. hungry sia... haha.. then went to cine... to eat...
after eating.. went to taka.. huimin wanted to look for fila shop.. cause got 40% discount? hmmm.. but cannot find.. then we took pix outside taka.. then went kino.. actually wanted to take pix.. but i think not allowed.. so never take...
then went to orchard mrt popular... mich wants to buy something.. aiyoh.. waste $$ sia.. just to buy tht to... hmmm.. but she likes.. haha. up to her...she today crazy crazy one.. aiyoh.. keep talking aboutt... u know... haha.. then me and huimin is like (-_-)"' haha...
after that we went to find the L.O.V.E thingy.. we walked to PS... go inside enjoy the aircon went toilet then went out again to find hehe.. then in the end we found.. it's at the fish & co. opp P.S.. hehe.. will show u the pix.. so paiseh.. saw jong meng & some RP ppl.. and tht time me and huimin was like posing and taking pix lor.. haha...
hmmm... after that i suggest we go singapore river there.. clarke quay... hehe.. took pix at the bridge there.. the fullerton hotel then we saw one wedding car.. so cute.. hello kitty one.. we took the pix of the car.. hehe.. dunno car take anot.. but we just took lor.. but it's only the backside of the car.... haha..dun dare to go in front and take... then we walk to ... erm... esplanade... hehe.. as usual took pix.. and all tht.. by tht time we already all super tired haha.. so we say tht that's going to be our last stop.. wahaha.. then we went to marina there to rest.. we went rocky master took a drink and tiramisu.. eek.. i ordered the mango frost.... so sweet... i think it's sweet but.. huimin and mich says it's sour... diff taste bud? wahaha... then took train home... hmm walking at citylink saw something.. haiz.. me and huimin was like so shocked then we just turn around.. trying hard not to let them see us... haha... aiyah.. i got no comments on tht lor.. hmmm...
haha... hey i think i blog kinda much today.. wahahah.. anyway i wanna thanks huimin and michelle (me and huimin xuan chuan ren yuan -----> u'll know why we say tht when u see the pix...) for such a nice day!!!! i will post the pix when it's ready... it's like 100+ pix we took today.. wahaha.. ZHEN HAO WAN!!!!!!!!
i'm.typing.at...12:56 AM

..13 September 2003..

hey... i finally can use net at home... but... the problem is... it's only 56k lor.. sianz.. aiyah.. but better than nothing lah.. haha... at first yest only can go msn and icq.. but just now i asked my cousin then he asked me add somethings to my internet options then can le...
hmmm.. just now huimin told me something about ado... hmmm... quite sad.. pray for ado!!! dunno wht to tok about also.. hmmmm... just now try to add music to my blog... i think the copyright thingy quite strict liao then hor.. cannot leh... aiyah dunno how to say lah... then in the end give up.. in my comp i try can.. then after that huimin see.. cannot.. haiz... nvm... i'll try again...
hmmm...should i join singing? there's this cca singing.. should i join? still thinking about it leh.. there will be a meeting on mon... huimin say join.. hmmmm.. should i? then now my another cca band.. i think no more liao.. no news on it one leh.. so maybe i'll switch to singing? hmm.. aiyah see how...
i'm.typing.at...12:13 AM

..12 September 2003..

hey yoz... how was all ur zhong qiu jie yest???
my morning was quite sianz... stay at home the whole day, watch tv, then play the crazy taxi.. play till headache sia...
after that evening went to grandma house, all my cousins were all there... they are growing taller and taller...
and my small cousin,audrey.. is very cute.. haha... then the small cousins all went down to play with their lantern and all that... only me, kunting and yanmin stayed... then we were talking like.. last time downstairs is the place we always go.. and now.. it's theirs turn.. haha.. last time when we were like pri school around p4, 5? the 3 of us always likes to go downstairs whenever we go our granma house... then.. the younger ones will always wants to follow.. and the 3 of us.. will always find a chance to sneak out of the house.. haha.. now.. it's the younger ones turn.. they wants to go out... and the smallest one will wants to follow.. then we were telling them.. u know how we feel last time? haha...
i'm.typing.at...1:01 PM

..10 September 2003..

hihi.. i'm now in school... with huimin... and yeapz...
stay at home very sianz then come school lor...
yest... went to watch movie with celine and manping... watch homerun
it's ok.. quite nice show.. touching and funny...
reminds me of the things that i have now... and that sometimes i dun even appreciate
and the show shows that the 2 siblings they have to share their shoes and the shoe is already with so many holes...
and i really have to appreciate with the things that i have now... after the movie... celine have to go teach tuition then mp go work..
then me.. dun feel like going home.. then i went orchard alone... from PS then walk and walk to taka that area....
stayed in kinokuniya flip through some of the books on dogs...
actually wanted to see who's free to come orchard... but i guess everybody is like busy with school? my school holiday diff with my other frens...
hmmm... ya.. that's my day yest..
i'm.typing.at...3:44 PM

..08 September 2003..

hey.. yoz... i'm back... wooohoooo....
miss me??? hiak hiak... okok... i'm now at pingman's house
went to play bball in the morning... then after that come her house....

ok... let me tok about some of the things that happen...

[5 Sep 2003]
it's the last day of the term!!!! shiok!!! haha.. finally a one week break...
but i think very fast the week will just fly past without knowing... after school we had a gathering...
2/1 [2000] gathering... @ ~~miss ong~~ mrs seng hehe... it's great to see them once again..
i think this class is one united class most of us... and i like it very much... still can remember the days that we had together..
sec 1 camp(most memorable one), national day singing competition, sports day and the days that we are as one..
now everybody is like everyone in our different school, poly and jc, gather once in a while is also a great thing...
and our dear teacher is pregnant... hehe.. she is the one we make her laugh, angry? hehe.. she's great...
still remmeber when i was in sec 1, a rude gal till i change in sec 2... and she's the one who choose me to become a peer leader.
3 cheers for ~~ms ong~~ mrs seng... hehe...

[6 Sep 2003]
went to help out for the clementi thingy... with WAC ppl... hmmm.. at first was quite reluctant to go..
cause it's like dunno what to do there then... dunoo lah.. then celine ask me to go.. so...
went there to help the kids light up their lantern and etc.
i was super tired that day... i dunno why...
yeapz... congrats to WAYNE!!! he got gold for the best newcomer award!!! good good.. happy for him...
3 cheers for wayne!!! hehe..

[7 Sep 2003]
went to church.. was late... hehe.. i woke up at 845... then called some of them...
and as usual.. those few won't answer the call.. they sleeping... arggg....
then was late suppose to meet pingman at 915... hehe.. sorry arh...
~~tina~~ never go church.. something happen to her leg.. hehe.. wanna see her leg? see if i can post it up... *hiak hiak*

i think i have quite a long post today... hehe.. okok...
i'm.typing.at...1:35 PM